Female , 18-21

I'm super shy. Send me a message, if you really want to talk to me send me messages when you feel like it, I'll get online and read em. I'm a bit afraid to chat but I do work up the courage :*)..... I get mad but I like everybody really... that's how I've always been I feel... have a good one :*D.

Last Seen Jan 23, 2013
Member Since Sep 05, 2011
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I Have Social Phobia

Admitting It Is so much harder than I thought it would be. I have always thought I had it then denied it. But I can't look at my life and say I have typical reactions... I have to go to a secluded, partially water... [more]
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