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I Hate My Father With a Passion

18 Years And Not One Letter Posted 07/16/2011
I hate my father....he's scum of the earth. I've spent my whole life wishing he would fall off of the planet. He's never made any correspondence with me....in fact the year... [more]
  • I Remember My First Painful Breakup

    My Beautiful Nightmare Posted 4/11/2011
    I'm ready to talk about it now....even in years of keeping it under wraps. I was in love with the most amazing,sweet,lovely man and he left me. We met when i was on holiday i… [more]
  • I Love the Beach

    My Time At The Beach Sucked Posted 1/12/2011
    Actually i really really hate the beach...cause the last time i was there the lifeguards were horrible to me and i almost drowned.I mean i'm fat so they automatically thought that little palumbo… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Today wasnt as hard as I thought
    I thought I wouldnt make it through today.I actually had thoughts of ending it all.Today was the 3rd anniversary of the breakup of my longest relationship....which was ironically 2 years.So Far I've broken my toe....Ate a sandwich filled with soap, Gained 2 pounds and Lost my job.So I'd say it's a improvement than the first 2 years.I was actually dreading today......Cause I honestly did love him.The past few days I've been filling myself with Pepsi and The Best of Marvin Gaye(That man is good but depressing).I've been in a really bad stupor(and a tummyache).But Talking to friends and thinking over things have made me feel much better.But i've grown as a person and I'm much happier now.My bir… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Loopy
    I want to move to london.....for the soap operas.I cant help it....the ones in america suck and they keep getting cancelled.I know it's selfish.....but I cant take it anymore!!!!!!!!!… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I Cant Take This **** Anymore
    i'm 17 and well i hate it i havent had a period in months i'm pretty sure i'm infertile which in some ways is a blessing cause who wants to bring a kid into this world i'm desperate to find love but i know it will never happen i'm really chubby and well most of the time i wanna cry i'm listening to prince right now and that's depressing i just wanna go away and be happy i dream of a normal life with a good guy who can love me and not be a insensitive *******… [more]
  • A Day In The Life Of A Freak

    Posted on: April 11th, 2011 at 9:16PM

    It's senior year....thankfully.After 12 years....the nightmare is almost over.I've been put through the ringer on so many occasions.I'm in special ed but yet i have a i.q of 130.I've been in the looney bin....yet i can tell you who the president is and what's currently happening in libya.I told my best friend that i liked him....got totally shut down...not fun at all.I've been in high school and i've never had a boyfriend.I hate being ugly and fat and disgusting...knowing that no man will ever want me.All i have to keep me warm are my books and paperworks....not a nice fella.I'm gonna be going to college soon....really not focused on it....in fact i dread it.I just want a marriage that works… [more]

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