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Local Time July 26th, 4:19 AM

I Hate My Father With a Passion

18 Years And Not One Letter I hate my father....he's scum of the earth. I've spent my whole life wishing he would fall off of the planet. He's never made any correspondence with me....in fact the year... [more]
2cherylcxko313 has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Remember My First Painful Breakup

    My Beautiful Nightmare I'm ready to talk about it now....even in years of keeping it under wraps. I was in love with the most amazing,sweet,lovely man and he left me. We met when i was on holiday i… [more]
  • I Love the Beach

    My Time At The Beach Sucked Actually i really really hate the beach...cause the last time i was there the lifeguards were horrible to me and i almost drowned.I mean i'm fat so they automatically thought that little palumbo… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    The end is almost over.
    After 4 years,  1 month and 9 days,    I think that I am finally over him.I woke up this morning and I wasn't filled with the delusional thoughts that I usually have about him.I know that he's in Egypt and that there's a a lot of stuff going on over there but I really don't care if he gets his moment with God or Allah.I feel sorry for the people in that country but as for him,   he'd the last thing on my radar.I don't love him anymore.    I don't care anymore.        He could be on fire right now and I wouldn't spit on him to put him out.I hope that he reads this someday and realizes how much I just completely hate him.I'm going to find  happiness someday and I'll know it early on.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Today wasnt as hard as I thought
    I thought I wouldnt make it through today.I actually had thoughts of ending it all.Today was the 3rd anniversary of the breakup of my longest relationship....which was ironically 2 years.So Far I've broken my toe....Ate a sandwich filled with soap, Gained 2 pounds and Lost my job.So I'd say it's a improvement than the first 2 years.I was actually dreading today......Cause I honestly did love him.The past few days I've been filling myself with Pepsi and The Best of Marvin Gaye(That man is good but depressing).I've been in a really bad stupor(and a tummyache).But Talking to friends and thinking over things have made me feel much better.But i've grown as a person and I'm much happier now.My bir… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Loopy
    I want to move to london.....for the soap operas.I cant help it....the ones in america suck and they keep getting cancelled.I know it's selfish.....but I cant take it anymore!!!!!!!!!… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I Cant Take This **** Anymore
    i'm 17 and well i hate it i havent had a period in months i'm pretty sure i'm infertile which in some ways is a blessing cause who wants to bring a kid into this world i'm desperate to find love but i know it will never happen i'm really chubby and well most of the time i wanna cry i'm listening to prince right now and that's depressing i just wanna go away and be happy i dream of a normal life with a good guy who can love me and not be a insensitive *******… [more]
  • A Day In The Life Of A Freak

    Posted on: April 11th, 2011 at 9:16PM

    It's senior year....thankfully.After 12 years....the nightmare is almost over.I've been put through the ringer on so many occasions.I'm in special ed but yet i have a i.q of 130.I've been in the looney bin....yet i can tell you who the president is and what's currently happening in libya.I told my best friend that i liked him....got totally shut down...not fun at all.I've been in high school and i've never had a boyfriend.I hate being ugly and fat and disgusting...knowing that no man will ever want me.All i have to keep me warm are my books and paperworks....not a nice fella.I'm gonna be going to college soon....really not focused on it....in fact i dread it.I just want a marriage that works… [more]

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