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I Am a 911 Dispatcher

Worst Thing I Ever Heard... I have had people ask me many times "what is the worst thing you have ever heard as a dispatcher?". I usually pause for a moment, and then give them some quick story that is just horrifying enough... [more]
3grnowl has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Am a 911 Dispatcher

    I Was A 9-1-1 Dispatcher I WAS a 9-1-1 Dispatcher, but I don't think that I will never NOT associate myself with fellow 9-1-1 dispatchers. The experience sticks with you, you can never let it go. What I heard and what I did i… [more]
  • I Am a 911 Dispatcher

    What Do You Do When You Can't Do Anything? I don't know why I never paid attention to the lyrics before today. But this time I really heard it. I suddenly remembered the time when I had to tell people that help wasn't coming, at least for a lo… [more]
  • I Am a 911 Dispatcher

    Goodbye A moment of silence please for 3108. She was absolutely hilarious. She made me laugh when I was in such a bad mood, and always brought a smile to my face. I would have done everything to protect her, … [more]
  • I Hate Being Tickled

    Why Don't People Listen? I am very ticklish and I wish that I wasn't. I have expressed my dislike for being tickled several times to many people but their usual response is "If you don't like it, then why are you laughing?" B… [more]
  • Work Confessions

    911, what is the location of your emergency?
    I have had people ask me many times "what is the worst thing you have ever heard as a dispatcher?". I usually pause for a moment, and then give them some quick story that is just horrifying enough that they won't be asking me that question anymore, but not so horrifying that I don't have to think about it much myself. That may be unkind of me, but I haven't found any graceful way of answering that question. The truth is the worst thing I ever heard when I was a dispatcher was silence. Silence after hearing a gun shot over the telephone, and you strain to hear if the caller is still breathing. Silence when you ask an Officer for his status 3 times and he does't answer. Silence while you are … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Give in
    I am starting to think that I will never recover from all this tragedy. It will always sit with me, deep in my soul, scared of the light, angry in the dark. I know that I can live my life normally, I am not dysfunctional and will never submit to help. I will, however, drink alone, f*** for kicks, and cry when I least expect it.  I think I am okay with it. I think I might be able to live this way for many years to come, and I don't want it any different. If I lose these emotions it means that I don't care anymore. If I don't care anymore than I will lose soul.…… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Ramblings of how I came to the conclusion I should be in a polyamorous relationship.
    Daydreams are our private escapes that we have time to time. Imagining a world different from your own and the adventures you have. I like to think everyone is prone to daydream from time to time, I am sure some more than others. I, personally, find myself lost in these dream worlds from time to time, and look forward to day dreaming rather than any of my real experiences. At some point though, I realized I could live out some of these dreams. Not necessarily the extravagant ones, as those generally do not follow the rules of physics, or are not feesable with the technologies we currently have. But some of my day dreams are simply just having a different life. Wouldn't it be something to liv… [more]