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Female , 18-21

Eh, I'm just one woman wanting to make the world a better place. How? I'm not sure, but it's worth a try.

Last Seen Mar 5
Member Since Dec 23, 2010
Favorite Quote 'You must do things you think you cannot do
Heritage
  • a little Irish
  • and a little Scottish
  • and a little English
  • and a little Egyptian
  • and a little Israeli
  • and a little Italian
  • and a little Native American
  • and a little Cuban
Vices None
Politics Liberal
Horoscope Cancer
Special day 6-25
Books Far too many to list
Music Pop, Rock, Classical, and Jazz
Movies Way too many to list
Local Time April 20th, 5:18 AM
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I Am From New York

Trust Me, I'm A New Yorker I was born a t Long Island Jewish Hospital (anyone remember that hospital?) and I went to Our Lady of Pompeii Catholic School of Excellency (how about this one?) I grew up in West Hampton, New York... [more]
3venus has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Am In Love With a Man I Can't Have

    Oh That Man! For about a year now I have been in love with a man (PJK are his initials) and I know for a fact that I cannot have him, I mean I am just head over heels in l… [more]
  • I Hate Where I Live

    I Don't Hate I Despise Where I Live! I have experienced far too much pain in this lovely state of North Carolina (by the way that was an understatement) I have explained this before but now I'm going into depth. Okay, here it goes (sigh)… [more]
  • I Date Older Men

    Daddy Issues? Not With Me! Whenever a woman says that she dates older men it always leads to daddy issues? I have not developed an insecure attachment with my father nor have I ever had an issue with him. My father and I get al… [more]
  • I Have Never Been Kissed

    Looks Like I Will Have To Wait! In all of my years of life I have never been kissed! All of my friends (and I mean all) have had their first kiss, so I feel a little left out. But honestly it is one of those things I wil… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I Want To Move
    Who want's to come with me? Kidding, but I really do want to move. I am so unhappy here in NC, I just want to go home to NY. I miss the snow, and the beach, and I am just aching to get back there. I have been fighting for ten years to get home, and all of my efforts have failed. I miss the people, and the sounds, the music, and smells (I know weird) and laughing at lost tourists then feeling bad an walking with them place to place. I miss surfing at Montauk, hiking in the Catskills, skiing in Buffalo, just everything  I even miss the City.  I want to roll around in the grass in Central Park. I miss Coney Island and especially Long Island. I miss Riverdale and the Drag Queens, my gay guys, th… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I Am Having A Bit Of An Identity Crisis
    Well first off my parents refuse to allow me to move back to New York so that really upsets me. I feel as if I could kill myself if I have to live in North Carolina any longer. They will not allow me to get a job or a drivers license, heck I am almost eighteen I should have had those things three years ago. I have been applying to colleges in New York but I haven't gotten into any of them. They are trying to make me stay here in North Carolina because they are haig a hard time letting go, because I am the only girl. They won't let me join the military. Or do pretty much anything. They are so authoritarian! I feel like moving to New York will be the only thing preventing me from killing mysel… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    Wrong Friends in the Wrong Place
    Sometimes I feel like I have the wrong friends, and that I live in the wrong place. I say that because my friends are not...........well.....not as smart as me. There I said it! I mean I just get really, really tired of having to explain myself, like when my friend Brianna was talking about a student named Nigel, who put his pubic hair on a girls head and was expelled. I made a joke, I said "Kind of like Clarence Thomas except without the soda can." everyone stopped laughing and Brianna said, "What are you talking about?" then Samantha replies "It's probably one of her smart jokes that only smart people know!" I couldn't help but to think "it's not a smart joke it's a common sense joke." I h… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    When to Worry?
    I think my grandmother has Alzheimer's disease, we have always hated each other, so me trying to get her any kind of help will only make things worse. Her mother died from Alzheimer's in 2000. I myself have memory problems but that is from a biking accident in the Catskills which damaged my occipital and temporal lobes. My grandmother has always had memory problems, but they have gotten worse.I think she may be having trouble encoding and storing memories if you do not do the first two then you cannot retrieve the memories. However, she can still retrieve content dependent memories. She does that very well. What worries me is that when someone tells her something she almost instantly forgets… [more]
  • To meet or not to meet? That is the question.

    Posted on: May 7th, 2011 at 7:43PM

    I have been talking to this guy for quite some time now and we actually have a lot in common. He is studying to become a diplomat (which I have never spoken with someone who chose that as a profession) and I am studying to become a corporate attorney. He is two years older than I but he rocks! For lack of a better word. He is truly amazing, but I am unsure if I want to meet this character yet. However, we do not speak as much as we did, I have no clue why, so I was doing some contemplating as to why and I thought this might be the reason. Because we haven't met-not yet anyway! I mean we would text after school then when he came back from work and until he went to bed. We both love the Beatle… [more]

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