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I Have A Best Friend Of The Opposite Gender
She's Already There Before My Girl..I have a 2nd degree cousin that is very close to me. She's actually my best friend. Our friendship started back in grade school when she invited me to attend to her birthday party. We officially becam… [more] -
I Lost My DogA couple of months ago, i adopted a dog from an acquintance friend. She loved the dog so much but was forced without any choice to give the dog away bec they're moving out from the city. and she … [more]
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I Just Love ItIf there is one thing i would like to eat right now, it would be pizza. I grew up in a country where pizza is not part of our daily meals. We only eat pizza when there's a special occasion like some s… [more]
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Extremely Needs Some SleepFor **** sake. Leave me alone. I am not in the mood to answer your queries so please just keep that all with you, at least for now. … [more]
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love confessioni have read so many confessions about love tonight and i wanted you to know that you're on my mind all the while, even though we are not together anymore. … [more]
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CRAZY THOUGHTSI hate the thought of my ex gf flirting with another guy again. I mean i cannot explain why i feel a little jealousy whenever i can sense that she is flirting with another guy. It's crazy coz we broke up like 3 years ago but still thoughts of her just randomly pops up in my mind. I still think about her i admit but i am not sure if i still have feelings for her or what. I haven't seen her since we broke up and it happened over the phone only. Everything about what i feel right now, the confusions and weird feelings are things that i need to clear off my mind and i believe it cannot be done unless if we ever meet face to face which is not certain when will i see her again.… [more]
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Just friendsSo there's this girl that i met thru a common friend, she's 32, have 2 kids but never been married. Every time we have a sleepover at a friend's place, she's always there along with our common friend. We get along well as friends. We sleep together on the same bed. But i didn't try to do anything to her or even think about doing it. I just realized there's something about the way she's treating me. It's kind of different for a friend. I didn't want to assume that she likes me although my friends are starting to tease us like such. But yesterday, something happened that made me believe she's already starting to fall for me. After having a good time outside, we all went together to our friend'… [more]
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Home Alone too this ChristmasIt's Christmas but i have no where and no one to spend it with. This is the saddest holiday i've ever had. Merry Christmas to y'all… [more]
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Bloody boring weekend!
So here i go again, facing and pinching my buddy (my laptop) for another whole boring weekend. sigh!. I woke up without noticing the sun coming and sure thing will go to bed without noticing the sun fading. Its just my body clock that tells me, hey wake up! and hey, you need some sleep now!. isnt it depressing? i used to be a funny guy around my friends. My social life depends pretty a lot with my friends. So, without them, social life sucks and that is just what im going on through now. I love to tell a lot of jokes with them and we all throw a big loud laugh together. Be it silly or blurry. and i know that im the only one that can make the group loud and jolly. sigh again because im bored.… [more]
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Welcome 2012
I don't wanna sleep yet. It's new year, time here is 3:30 am and i am alone in my room while the rest of the world is still celebrating. I just saw on youtube the spectacular firework display in Sydney and i can feel how great and fun to be there. It's depressing to think that the place where i currently live doesn't celebrate new year. I don't understand why i am here. Of all the places around the globe, why i was brought in this stone age place. People's way of thinking here is so prehistoric and way behind from the rest of the world. I ****** hate this place. I have 4 more months to go before my contract ends and i can't wait to go home. I hope i can find another job in another place. Ple… [more]
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When mind is not one with heart
Time is 2:45 am. Still awake. I am supposed to be sleeping now after a long day. I couldn't sleep. Or i just don't wanna sleep yet. I have so many things going on in my mind right now. I can't really tell why i'm feeling sad.Feels like there is something that is missing about me. Heart is feeling a little tight. I wanted to cry but words like "happiness is just a state of mind" keeps me from crying. What for anyway? If i couldn't find a reason to cry then i would be damn crazy to shed tears for nothing. But then again my heart is telling me different from what's on my mind. If only heart could shed tears then i would be sobbing right now. Maybe my mind is not one with my heart right now. If … [more]
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am drained!
The days in the office are becoming gruelsome. Im starting to hate my job and all the things that comes along with it. Im stressed and i have no way to unwind. So i just cried, coz i couldnt laugh out the stress. I feel better afterwards. Its been pretty a while though that i havent cried. Boys do cry too.. There were instances that i wanted to cry i just cant make even a watery eye. Im going to pass out now and pray that tommorrow will be a lot less demanding than yesterday. … [more]
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