888illuminism888 36-40, F

If you feel more comfortable doing the same thing over and over...please stop asking for my opinion because I'm slowly losing respect in your ability to reason..I know this makes me mean or heartless to some people at times but I feel like your wasting my time! I hate the fact I pretend to care about the same problem you tell me about every month that you never do anything about...You feel comfortable living in your bubble of lies and that is fine.... but quit reminding me that your soooo ignorant to reason that you will cut your nose off to spite your face and I will try not to be annoyed that the feeling of you being a complete failure to humanity wont stop running through my head. … [more]

I know people look at me like a target..BUT I AM NOT..I also know people find me strange because i do not have the ability to hate anyone...It hurts to see that i will never convince them that I have no regrets about anything I have done, anyone I have met, or decisions I have made. I won't be victim but I feel people feel better about themselves making me into one. They think they are helping me trying to teach me how to hate others...I just look at them and feel so sad that they will never be truly free while they carry around all this hatred and negativity and spread it to others saying its normal to be like that...Sometimes its so hard to go out anymore because the anger and sadness I fe… [more]

I love my son(I adopted my sisters son) but recently he did something terrible and refused to take accountability for it and i haven't talked to him since. I forgive him but I cannot forget the feeling of utter betrayal...He's 18 and he's leaving today and I can't say goodbye because i don't know how to say it without crying tears of  blood  from memories from years of pain and sacrifice to be left behind broken and used. I never wanted a thank you....just maybe a ..... "Goodbye Mom I'll be O.k and I love you..."… [more]

YOU ARE THE PARENT...THEY ARE THE CHILD....FACT! I CANNOT STAND WATCHING YOU LET THEM DISRESPECT YOU AND DEMEAN YOU TO YOUR FACE AND YOU ACCEPT IT AS THEY ARE TRYING TO BE INDEPENDENT OR.... FIND IT OR.... WHATEVER! QUIT BEING A VICTIM AND RAISE YOUR CHILD WITH MORALS AND RESPECT! IS IT TOO HARD? ARE YOU TOO BUSY? THIS IS OUR FUTURE AND YOU ARE RUINING IT WITH YOUR PASSIVITY! THIS IS WHY WE ARE A COUNTRY CORRUPT IN MORALS AND VALUES! QUIT THE PITY PARTY AND BE A PARENT! YOU DON'T HAVE TO BEAT IT INTO THEM BUT DON'T TURN A BLIND EYE BECAUSE ITS EASIER OR MAKE EXCUSES THINKING ITS GOING TO GO AWAY! IT WONT AND WHEN THEY GROW UP AND CAN SURVIVE ON THEIR OWN WITHOUT HURTING OTHERS AND  CAN BE SU… [more]