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I Can Be Lazy At Times

Not Sure “laziness” Per Se Exist, I Believ It’s A Symptom Of Larger Deficits We Have Posted 08/29/2012
I remember being told as kids, “you lazy kids!” and I suppose back then we were lazy, but then again I see my own kids and when they appear lazy, I realize they are just so caught up in life, play... [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    I wonder if I will ever be able to accept my dear companion passed away this year. I feel so numb, still. I fear if I heal, I will Lose him entirely
    Its a process like peeling an onion and both make you cry. But this process more than causes me to cry--it also breaks my heart and It feels like my heart is a sponge and it’s being wrung out and it’s so painful! the sense of loss and profound helplessness is hard to imagine even while I am living it. AM I really LIVING IT? I suppose I am LIVING this pain and it’s killing me in parts. My Hospice counselor says “it’s illogical to use, when all we know is life from the moment we are born and we never get used to it” . I went to the thrift store today i honor of US, he and I would do that together..for the first time in over 4 months, I felt a gentle breeze normalcy on my face I kept choosing i… [more]

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