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Female , 46-50
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Instead of focusing on what I wanted I focused on what I did not want!!!

This member does not want the responsibiity of friends on EP ;)

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Member Since Mar 23, 2014
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Local Time March 27th, 11:41 PM

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    Posted on: December 16th, 2014 at 11:26PM

    me worthy,yet somehow, by the grace of God, I have managed to escape total ignorance and lack of discipline. And it is only because I had such decent role models in life. It's not me, even though Ive made my own choices, I cannot give myself credit. If it were not for the self discipline that I was taught by religeon, I would be as lost as so many others that grew up in my ex-husbands neighborhood. El Barrio or La Colonia. Its not that I am better, at all, I just got lucky or blessed that I had some good role models thru the church. I have a home, transportation, and a daughter. We live a healthy life. She has a bright future. But I give the woman who adopted us the credit. And the church we… [more]

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