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Female , 16-17

Last Seen May 15, 2013
Member Since Jul 07, 2012
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Local Time July 23rd, 10:06 PM

I Can't Do Anything Right

I Give Up I wasn't even planned. I was even born a mistake. My conception caused my father to turn into a crippling alcoholic, and my mom still can't seem to leave him, I guess it's some desperate attempt to... [more]
AfetxXavier has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Have No Remarkable Talents

    The Only Untalented One I'm surrounded by remarkably talented people everyday of my life. My friend Marissa has the most talents I've ever seen a person have, Caitlin can play Violin and has a knack of knowing which bands ar… [more]
  • I Have Tourette's Syndrome

    It's Not That Bad I was finally diagnosed with TS a few months ago after years of dealing with it. It first started around 3rd grade, when I started twitching a random. Kids started picking on me, they tried to trigger… [more]
  • I Have Some Dream And Goals In My Life

    Childhood Dreams Who hasn't dreamed of being this big super star that everyone loves and adores? I'm sure everyone has at least thought about it at one point in their lives. Well for me, I think about it when ever I h… [more]
  • I Want to Feel Attractive

    Battle Against My Body My whole life I've considered myself pudgy. I've never had that beautifully toned perfect body that every other girl in my school has and my hair cut has been having Bangs since I was born. I like to … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Hate Being Me
     I wish I wasn't me. I want to be like all of those pretty girls with their floral outfits and blush shirts, or maybe like those kids that just don't give a ****. Being anyone but me will do really. … [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    I don't think about myself
     I never take into consideration about what I want. I'm always thinking about what I can do around other people and I always do what the other person wants. I just think it's selfish to do something that you want to do, so I always do what you want to do. I do what I want to do when I'm alone with myself. Even when I go over to a friends house, and they ask me what I want to do, I always choose something that I know they secretly want to do on the inside. I've even done things in my relationship that I wasn't comfortable with doing. I just felt like I was holding him back for to long and shut my brain off. Do I think about what other people want too much?… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Eating Out
     Recently, I get antsy whenever I go out to eat. I feel like I'm rushed and judged for what I do, also, I have a new horrible fear of getting food poisoning whenever I eat, so eating at new places is a nightmare for me.… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    I Fantasize About My Favorite TV Shows
     Sometimes I fantasize about my favorite TV shows having a brand new character. Me. I usually do it to every show I get hooked on, Sherlock, Doctor Who, I even think about what would happen if I ended up on the Simpsons. Doing it just helps me try to imagine a better life.… [more]