afraidtoreveal 18-21, F
I Have Been Feeling Stuck For the Last Couple of Years
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I Have Borderline Personality Disorder
I Am Feeling Restless....i rly need people to comment when u see this cos ur support is wat helps me through my breakdowns... ok so i was just gng through my phone n listening to the voice recordings of my nephew speaki… [more] -
I Have Borderline Personality Disorder
Why Does It Always Feel The Samei had the worst year of my life....things went from being great to crap....my hand has so many cuts.....along my entire arm n i keep telling evryone i fell on barbed wire n injured myself. evrytime i … [more] -
I Have Borderline Personality Disorder
I Am......i dont know wat to do....i feel like thres a stone in my stomach.....i wanna just die now.....or more even cut myself.....i feel so uneasy.like the world is crumbling down i dnt know how to control my… [more]
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24th Feb 2013
well the big lunch ddnt happen. my relatives said i wasnt suposed to go...n only my parents went. i was looking forward to opneing up n being positive about the wedding for once n then i dont get my chance!!!!! thre better be a gud reason to the fasct i ddnt get to go!!!!!… [more]
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23rd Feb 2013
Tommorow i am going to meet my fience. its going to be the second time that i have seen him. wonder how its going to go! he seems to be a good person. its me hu is not opening up n making an effort. wanna change tht. he has no idea am coming for lunch to his house. hope he is surprised n the lunch goes well...i dont even know wat to wear!!… [more]
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21st February 2013
Got so much going on...but i dont know how am supposed to feel...things are rly messed up in this life aint it. some things cant be said out loud cos it can be dangerous n can lead to paths u arent supposed to tread...i am geting married in 5 months..thts august 11th. i am still talking to 'nitrogen' i shudnt be...cos its covering my judgements..n my feelings. but after so many bad years u finally trust somone n get close to them n then u r supposed to just leave them??? seems harsh n rly hard on somone like me....jason isnt tht bad...but its just tht nitrogen is thre so am not able to give my fullest to jason. but its not right since jasons the one am marrying. so hard to let go...but i sh… [more]
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5th march 2013
well...i have been cooking alot...more like baking alot...takes my mind off things...n then when the dish comes out right....its an achievment....makes me happy. i can accomplish smthing u know.... well anyway grilled chicken, pita bread, cupcakes, barbeque chicken :) a few of the good stuff i have been home as usual. yesterdy dada left to AUD. felt so sad when he left. i dunno why. i rly miss seeing him around. i know its only for 10 days but feels longer....i rly love them alot.....i rly love my parents sooooo much....but they dunno tht...but its ok...i love them not for show...but truly from my heart....i dont want to live a day without my parents....i dont know if its right or wrong...bu… [more]
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About Me
struggling with BPD...trying so hard to make things right again
Member
Since Oct 28, 2011
Health Concerns
BPD, depression
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