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I Could Never Cheat On a Partner

Why Would I i dont get cheating if im with someone and i lose interest ill be straight up and tell them i dont want to waste their time you know? or maybe discuss being in an open relationship if theyre okay with... [more]
agonyblue has shared 4 Mature Experiences
  • I Like Salad Fingers

    I Like It When The Red Water Comes Out its just amazingly creepy and i love it. i love the feeling you get when you first watch it where you dont know how to feel and then you end up loving it, the episodes are always surprising and i make… [more]
  • I Feel Naked When I Go Braless

    I Dont Know How People Do It i see women out in the street braless and i tried it once and i felt so naked, also i have dd's so if i go braless its obvious, and you get even more stares i just feel naked without bras, i guess it … [more]
  • I Don't Like Being Touched By Strangers

    People Assume That Because I Have Big Breasts They Can Just Touch Me I have fairly large breasts, and people just assume they can grab them or touch me for no reason. I understand it can be of an awe type of thing were its curiosity but the disrespect that comes along … [more]
  • I Hate My Dad

    The Little Things hate is a strong word i understand, but there were times were i felt if my dad wasnt here in this planet i would be a much more happier person. i was never abused in any way by him, hes treated me wit… [more]
  • so

    Posted on: October 7th, 2011 at 4:16PM

    My life is great, I am surrounded by love and kindness, I have great friends and family and life is great. The issue is I still want to die. Ive been thinking about it a lot, I feel I am a waste of life, I cannot function and I have to fake normalcy, I am a weak person, and I cant handle life, im only alive out of consideration for my family, I plan on slowly disconnecting from everyone until a point I am forgotten, my 18th birthday is only two months away, so soon I can leave, I honestly don't feel human and I truly believe that I don't belong here, I feel maybe i did something wrong in my past life and this is punishment, talk therapy is **** and pills are a waste , I know I will die by my… [more]

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  • i think its me

    Posted on: December 11th, 2011 at 7:36PM

    i think im making myself sick. i cried for two hours and my body began to hurt i forgot how bad the pain would get , im sick ill explain later. … [more]

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  • ill complain here lol

    Posted on: November 21st, 2011 at 3:11AM

    im so tired of people, it takes so much energy to be around them. i wish i didnt have to interact , i really feel id be happy if no one ever spoke to me ever again. I feel all the conversations i have are fake and being around people family friends makes me a bit angry i feel like im filled with hate and i dont know why. i guess im just tired , do we really need to speak, i want silence, i want to be left completely alone.… [more]

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  • well you see

    Posted on: October 25th, 2011 at 1:12AM

    i was thinking and i thought what if im actually okay and everything was in my head, what if im not sick, at the time i felt so stable i couldnt believe i was sick it was surreal, well the the whole i want to die thing appeared and hour later like a reminder that im not fine, but what if its all in my head and im making myself sick, i mean i already i feel i dont deserve happiness what if all the fear and terror and sorrow and pain is my fault, what if its not some chemical imbalance crap, what if i am making myself sick, or am i just overthinking things lol, well honestly i dont know what im doing, sometimes even existence seems like a lie, some days i go through feeling theyre not real lik… [more]

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