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im kinda scared i might be pregnant :( i hope its just stress [more]
agonyblue has shared 7 Mature Experiences
  • I Like Salad Fingers

    I Like It When The Red Water Comes Out its just amazingly creepy and i love it. i love the feeling you get when you first watch it where you dont know how to feel and then you end up loving it, the episodes are always surprising and i make… [more]
  • I Feel Naked When I Go Braless

    I Dont Know How People Do It i see women out in the street braless and i tried it once and i felt so naked, also i have dd's so if i go braless its obvious, and you get even more stares i just feel naked without bras, i guess it … [more]
  • I Don't Like Being Touched By Strangers

    People Assume That Because I Have Big Breasts They Can Just Touch Me I have fairly large breasts, and people just assume they can grab them or touch me for no reason. I understand it can be of an awe type of thing were its curiosity but the disrespect that comes along … [more]
  • I Say Please and Thank You

    Being Polite Is Great it shows that youre being respectful and that you appreciate whatever that person is doing who youre saying thanks to or please to. i know it makes me happy when people do it to me , and ive had peopl… [more]
  • so

    Posted on: October 7th, 2011 at 4:16PM

    My life is great, I am surrounded by love and kindness, I have great friends and family and life is great. The issue is I still want to die. Ive been thinking about it a lot, I feel I am a waste of life, I cannot function and I have to fake normalcy, I am a weak person, and I cant handle life, im only alive out of consideration for my family, I plan on slowly disconnecting from everyone until a point I am forgotten, my 18th birthday is only two months away, so soon I can leave, I honestly don't feel human and I truly believe that I don't belong here, I feel maybe i did something wrong in my past life and this is punishment, talk therapy is **** and pills are a waste , I know I will die by my… [more]


  • i think its me

    Posted on: December 11th, 2011 at 7:36PM

    i think im making myself sick. i cried for two hours and my body began to hurt i forgot how bad the pain would get , im sick ill explain later. … [more]


  • ill complain here lol

    Posted on: November 21st, 2011 at 3:11AM

    im so tired of people, it takes so much energy to be around them. i wish i didnt have to interact , i really feel id be happy if no one ever spoke to me ever again. I feel all the conversations i have are fake and being around people family friends makes me a bit angry i feel like im filled with hate and i dont know why. i guess im just tired , do we really need to speak, i want silence, i want to be left completely alone.… [more]


  • well you see

    Posted on: October 25th, 2011 at 1:12AM

    i was thinking and i thought what if im actually okay and everything was in my head, what if im not sick, at the time i felt so stable i couldnt believe i was sick it was surreal, well the the whole i want to die thing appeared and hour later like a reminder that im not fine, but what if its all in my head and im making myself sick, i mean i already i feel i dont deserve happiness what if all the fear and terror and sorrow and pain is my fault, what if its not some chemical imbalance crap, what if i am making myself sick, or am i just overthinking things lol, well honestly i dont know what im doing, sometimes even existence seems like a lie, some days i go through feeling theyre not real lik… [more]