Male , 22-25
Feeling ashamed
I never fail in letting myself down. A fount of self pity with no willpower to change; I deserve to rot.

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I Battle Depression

What I wouldn't give for a cigarette and the courage to drive to the edge of town. Listen to music, look at the stars, maybe even have someone to talk to. I hate how much I've killed of myself. [more]
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