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Female , 18-21
Feeling worried
Nervous and afraid about new job hopefully I'll be able to handle both of my jobs.

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Vindicated by dashboard confessional Hope dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption Winding in and winding out The shine of it has caught my eye [more]
Alisaperne6446 has shared 1 Mature Experience
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  • I Have Epilepsy

    Amazing And Emotional Youtube Video!!!! Hey here's a youtube link that I found 7 months ago. It's for all those who struggle w/ epilepsy. I OWN NOTHING! It's amazing and beautiful. You guys should watch it. http://m.youtube.com… [more]
  • I Have Epilepsy

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  • I Appreciate the Kindness of Strangers

    I Love The Kind Acts Of Strangers XD Tonight, probably around 1:00 am, me and my sister were walking from Our house to my mothers work. It's only about a 3 mile walk. We started to walk on this street that was a bit darker and harder to … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I'm tired of my own thoughts eating away me.
    I feel like I'm going crazy. My depression is starting to get worse again. it was fine for awhile but now all i can about is "why am I even alive?". And sometimes I'll just be doing nothing and then random memories will start to haunt me and then all I can think is " i just want to die" and I end up repeating it in my head. I feel like such a failure in every aspect of my life. I hate feeling so empty and alone. I hate myself and I hate that I can't stop thinking like this. I'm just tired of this. I never thought I be this kind of person. I never wanted to be who I am right now.… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Locked tight
    My thoughts and memories are driving me crazy. I want to scream but my voice is locked tight within myself. I can't even remember the last i was truly able to yell out loud.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I tried to kill myself
    I tried to to kill myself too around midnight on Christmas last year. I felt if i wasn't around my mom wouldn't have to worry about paying for my meds or other stuff. I wouldn't have to go school, I wouldn't have to worry about what other people thought about me. I wouldn't have to worry about my future or be afraid of it and what I'm gonna do and i wouldn't have to worry if id be able to get into college or have the money to or even if I'd be able to graduate this year. My grades were so poor and I just felt so alone. I was never good at social interaction b/c I was afraid of rejection so most of time it be go to school do some work and come home. I can't focus for **** either. So doing hw … [more]