Female , 18-21

I joined the experience because I don't have anybody to share my deepest emotions and thoughts with. I feel that most people arent interested or don't relate. I hope that in sharing my writing, maybe some of it will click with one of you. And for a minute even by the means of an interent connection, I won't feel alone.

Last Seen May 6, 2014
Member Since Apr 15, 2010
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Horoscope Aries
Special day 10-11
Local Time July 5th, 4:23 PM

I Am My Own Worst Enemy

Entertaining Despairity You ask me what I want to do. I don’t know. I don’t know. It’s all falling apart Why do I have to be so fragile? why do I have to feel so stiff? why does... [more]
alisaxo91 has shared 3 Mature Experiences
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  • I Am Attracted to Bad Boys

    I Never Do Myself Any Favors. I have follwed this general pattern with the very few nice guys I've dated... He's attractive to me, I pursue him, I catch him, he looks good on paper, I try to make it work, he starts to get s… [more]
  • I Express Myself Through Writing

    I Like My Depressing Thoughts. Durning my darkest moments I become flooded with thought and insight, much of it pessemistic and even disturbing at times. Everything comes to me in way that has a natural poetic flow. The emotions fi… [more]