Male , 18-21
i cant get her out of my head

Im usually asked for advice because I'm very open minded to everything. I'm very friendly and nice. I try to forget everything in my past

Last Seen Mar 28
Member Since Jun 07, 2011
Favorite Quote They can take our land but they can never take our freedom. - Braveheart
Horoscope Capricorn
Special day
Local Time May 6th, 7:48 PM

I Relationship

My Gf Told Me She Might Be Pregnant So we have been dating for a couple months. So I had to move 2 months ago but we still love each other and are staying together. Before I moved we had sex. We are 16 ( I know we are still young and... [more]
  • I Need Somewhere to Belong

    The Only Girl I Ever Loved i had this big crush on this girl for two years she was a good friend but now I moved far away from her. I never knew if she loved me back I still have her email but it has been so long I don't know i… [more]
  • I Am Lonely

    My Drawing. I started drawing random furries and they are not bad but yet no one likes them not even my closest friend. I now find it depressing that at the thing I am good at no one likes. I even drew it one rea… [more]
  • I Hate My Past

    My Past Is The One Thing I Want To Forget Even when I was younger my parents would never be there for me, now I don't care where they arei don't need them. I have move from BC to Alberta to Sackatwan and I have left so much of my happiness wi… [more]
  • I Want to Run Away and I Want to Find Someone to Do It With

    Soon I Can i know I can run and be free. I won't be held down to stay by my emotions or my fear of what is out there. All I need is someone who will stand by me for all the good times and the bad times. I am goi… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I know she loves me but she won't say it. I would die for her even tho she is just killing me from the inside out already. I look forward to talking to her every day. She is my only sunshine. She will one day find some guy that will make her happy and I can just die knowing she is smilling. Or one day a girl will scrap me off the ground and make me smile again. Then she will realize what she gave upThat I would of been the best thing in her life. But for now I lie awake at night hoping she will say The words, I love you, Tomarrow… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    I had another bad dream
    Its not a nightmare or anything is more of a plan. I have been trying to stop it but it always comes back it's dreams about suicide and how I would do it. This time I found the best way. I would simply drink as many energy drinks I can. I have a pile already and I have them daily because they taste good It wouldn't raise any attention to me an it would be easy as 1 can 2 can 3 can 4 I want my dreams to just let me sleep I hardly get enough without fear in my dreams I promised myself about a year ago I won't and I'm not going to quit. My future always just looks so dark and scary I sometimes think it would be would worth ending now I'm no superhero the evil wont fly away it… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    Im in love with a girl that keeps getting her heart broke
    She is on her 3rd boyfriend now. After the other two broke up with her( not at the same time) she was sad,crushed, depressed and I was always there for her. After her 1st break up I helped her throughout it. He was an *** hole so she was over him relatively good but the second guy was great. He was my freind they were great together until I started getting texts from her at midnight about how he hasn't replied and she was scared he would leave her. I was always there for her even when he finally did i was there to stay up with her and cheer her up. She was crushed. I then was always there after school talking with her making her happy again. She still hate to talk about him. Then the 3rd cam… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    At night
    I stay up half the night listening to the same songs : Moster by Skillet. I'm just a kid by Simple Plan Jet lag by Simple plan and a bunch of linkin park I don't even know why I stay up to listen to it even if I'm super tired I will still stay up I find music helps me when I am depressed so I think that might be one of the reasons but even then I'm not that depressed every night… [more]
  • 2nd blog

    Posted on: June 7th, 2011 at 8:16PM

    Well is started to do what I like more ,which is draw, but I am still finding it hard to get up in the morning and go to sleep. I still feel depressed.… [more]


  • First write up

    Posted on: June 7th, 2011 at 12:28AM

    I wouldnt say my live sucks but deep down I just want to die… [more]


  • Everyone

    Posted on: July 7th, 2011 at 1:58AM

    How come everyone I love or even start to like leave me but yet every person I dislike they stay around. Why cant it be the other way I would be so much happier and I am sure others would too. … [more]


  • Life goes both ways

    Posted on: June 16th, 2011 at 11:33PM

    I have this crush on a girl but I think she only likes me as a friend. I am not going to see her after this year because I am moving I short distance way but still far enough to make me have to go to a new school. This is the 2nd girl I had a crush on and had to move away.… [more]