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I Write Poetry

Believe The Lie expression Looking at this young girl You'd think she hasn't a care in the world A brilliant smile An easy laugh It's all a lie You can't see [more]
AlleyFreakingKat has shared 4 Mature Experiences
  • I Am Dead Inside

    I Just Want To Feel Something Again A broken heart A fading dream What is this Supposed to mean A happy look A fake smile The nothingness Will stay a while Unless I help it Vacate m… [more]
  • I Hate My Mother

    A Mothers Love? Isnt a mom the one who ALWAYS tells you you look pretty? My mom tells me I'm to skinny and people will make fun of me. She always says my hair looks like cr*p. she complains about … [more]
  • I Am Alone, No One Needs Me And Im Not Important

    Lonely The Dead go on living Lets do some living Now that we've died. I know that I'll die Now that I've tried, But as a spirit Ill finally be free. Unable… [more]
  • I Cant Stop Cutting

    I Don't Want To Stop I mean I want to stop for my friends sake, but I don't want to stop for me. My friend is as severely depressed as i am and it'll make her happy if I stop. But I just can't do it. I don't even really w… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    (May be triggering) fading
    Step after step, I run through the night. Till nothing is left, but my heartbeat and fright. Leaving no footsteps, I've left no trail. I'm simply gone as I vault over the rail. A long fall down, into the cold sea. Heavens angels, Aren't waiting for me. My soul disappears, and without a trace. I ended this life, And the terrible race. For atop the cliff, Stands my nightmares. Yet I'm finally safe, Wrapped up under here. The waves so far, Up above my head. For once and for all, I am truly dead.… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    Simply because I can't cut
    75 Hunger Now that they Have taken my knife I do not eat To help with the strife I'm starving myself Because I can't cut They want me to eat So what? I don't want the food The hunger pains Are fabulous The pain is my one gain Now that I can't cut I can't assure I'm Alive Now that I can't cut I can't assure I've died But I found a solution One I enjoy very much I'll starve myself Simply Because I can't cut… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I cut
    Pain Pain becomes a routine thing The cuts on your wrists Or the slap on your cheek If Nobody cares when you cry Then why should they care if you die? Your boyfriend hits you Your mothers a drunk Your father abusive  Your sister a c*** No one protects you No one says stop Pain has become a routine thing The cuts white hot fire  burn across your flesh Everything they say It's all meant to lie They tell you your pretty Then tell you to die Maybe today their wishes come true Perhaps today is the day you end you Life is misery laughter is pain Nothing is happy everything shame Your boyfriend hits you Your mothers a drunk Your father abusive Your sister a c*** But you of course are the wors… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    I promised
    Background- I cut a lot lately about 30 times a day but my friend has convinced my to try to stop. She also suffers severe depression and she was in a good mood which I was not about to kill. She got kinda sad and the only way I knew to cheer her up was to promise not to cut at all today, but it's so hard. I just don't want to break my promise cause I really care about her. I just need some relief. I wish tmrw was here.… [more]