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  • Venting Confessions

    I hate when people labels cutters "emo"
    Whenever the word "cutter" comes up or someone on TV or in a movies self-injures, the first word out of peoples' mouth is "emo." I hate it, just because you SI does NOT make you "emo." What does that word even mean anyway? It's just some societal label for people society doesn't understand. No one actually thinks about the process of self-injury. What it takes to do that to yourself. What you have to be feeling emotionally in order to hurt yourself physically like that. Then people wonder why those who cut hide it. Take a guess society. Labels, judgement, crude remarks, and gossip will be soon to follow. Most people don't cut or SI for attention, they do it because they are suffering beyond … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I feel so emotionally sick
    I'm feeling so emotionally sick right now I feel as though I may vomit any minute. My whole body is shaking, I can barely type. I don't know what to do with myself.… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    A year since my dad died
    So in 8 days, it'll be one year since my dad died. I miss him more than anything in the fu@king world and I would give anything to hear him say "I love you," or "I'm so proud of you," one more time. For just one more hug. Anything. Well I've been having a pretty hard time lately, feeling all alone, depressed, little angry, you know. And yesterday I was reading over old chat logs between him and me. They make me want to cry so badly knowing I'll never hear him say any of those things again or make those stupid jokes or call me weird nicknames. I have all of this bottling and swelling inside me and I just can't cry. So I suppose I'm just torturing myself. I miss you so much Papa Bear.… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I just want someone to hug
    I just want someone to hug. Someone who's hand I can hold. Someone who cares about me and shows it. Someone I can always go to. Someone I don't have to pretend around or hide my feelings. Someone I can be me around. I really want that so badly.… [more]