Male , 22-25

A very serious man indeed.

Last Seen 31 mins ago
Member Since May 16, 2013
Favorite Quote I am getting real tired of your shit, Mr. Frodo.
  • a little Papua New Guinean
  • and a little German
  • and a little Scottish
Vices Cake
Politics Moderate
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Music Cake
Movies Lock, stock and two smoking barrels.
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Alan Watts - Give It Away And It Will Come Back  [more]
AltF4 has shared 4 Mature Experiences
  • I Love To Share My Music

    Emotion - Samantha Song (bee Gees Cover By Youtube User Podline66) I remember first hearing this song a while ago and it's one of those that really strikes a chord with you, literally. Say what you want about the BeeGees but this song is flawless. Here's a clip.… [more]
  • I Have Schizophrenia

    Murmurs My case of schizophrenia is mild. I'm grateful that I don't have it as bad as some people. I don't know about other people but I don't hear voices too clearly. When things are quiet and I really pay a… [more]
  • I Have Experienced Psychosis

    Trigger Everybody reacts differently to different drugs. I've tried a few. For example, some people have had bad experiences with LSD. Personally, I never have. But I always respond poorly to Cannabis without… [more]
  • I Have Schizophrenia

    Withdrawals Today was weird. I mean, weirder than normal. I was off my medication for the past couple of days. Plus, one of my favourite EPers has left here for good. I hope no one ever has to know what it's like… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    You've blocked me
    And that's fine if you want to keep it that way. But I'm here should you decide to change your mind. I know you care and I care for you as a friend too. That's why I created that group, just so you would know. I'm sorry if you don't believe you are lovable but the reality is that people really do love and care for you. If you don't unblock me, I wish you the best.-Mick… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    Feels bad, man
    Losing a friend. It feels awful. Being dismissed so easily, too makes it even worse.… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    She brought a light into my life I didn't think I would ever see.How did she find me? Her, of all people.I was sad to see her leave but she taught me that I need to stand on my own two feet,not relying on anyone to be happy.I failed to understand that the greatest source of all my problems has always been me.There is some pain and some sadness but she's always had my best interests at heart,always encouraging me, always believing in me... seeing something in me that I didn't even know existed.It was about time that I started believing in myself.I'm not saying I didn't have to figure this out on my own, it's just that she never gave up on me.You do not understand how great of a person she is … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I feel ashamed, again and again. Nothing to give and no one to blame. During the day I guess I'm okay. At night I sit by your side waiting for you to give me a sign. I'm counting the days and you have nothing to say. I hope I can chill and stay the same, stop the bleed inside and feel again. Cut the chain of lies, you've been feeding my veins, I've got nothing to say to you.I've been beating and beating and beating myself... without nothing to say to you.… [more]