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Male , 22-25
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A very serious man indeed.

Last Seen 18 hrs ago
Member Since May 16, 2013
Favorite Quote I am getting real tired of your shit, Mr. Frodo.
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  • a little Papua New Guinean
  • and a little German
  • and a little Scottish
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I Like Driving Around At Night

Dashboard Cam Although there's nothing really to see here in this video, it gives you an idea of the music I listen to around those times. [more]
AltF4 has shared 3 Mature Experiences
  • I Am Angry

    If Only You Knew That the reason you irk me so much is because I have given so much time and energy just trying to be there for you. Do you understand that there is a living, breathing person on the other end that car… [more]
  • I Love To Share My Music

    Emotion - Samantha Song (bee Gees Cover By Youtube User Podline66) I remember first hearing this song a while ago and it's one of those that really strikes a chord with you, literally. Say what you want about the BeeGees but this song is flawless. Here's a clip.… [more]
  • I Have Schizophrenia

    Withdrawals Today was weird. I mean, weirder than normal. I was off my medication for the past couple of days. Plus, one of my favourite EPers has left here for good. I hope no one ever has to know what it's like… [more]
  • I Have Experienced Psychosis

    Trigger Everybody reacts differently to different drugs. I've tried a few. For example, some people have had bad experiences with LSD. Personally, I never have. But I always respond poorly to Cannabis without… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    You've blocked me
    And that's fine if you want to keep it that way. But I'm here should you decide to change your mind. I know you care and I care for you as a friend too. That's why I created that group, just so you would know. I'm sorry if you don't believe you are lovable but the reality is that people really do love and care for you. If you don't unblock me, I wish you the best.-Mick… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    Feels bad, man
    Losing a friend. It feels awful. Being dismissed so easily, too makes it even worse.… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Sa'eed
    I feel ashamed, again and again. Nothing to give and no one to blame. During the day I guess I'm okay. At night I sit by your side waiting for you to give me a sign. I'm counting the days and you have nothing to say. I hope I can chill and stay the same, stop the bleed inside and feel again. Cut the chain of lies, you've been feeding my veins, I've got nothing to say to you.I've been beating and beating and beating myself... without nothing to say to you.… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    O_O
    I feel like I'm becoming more bitter and cynical... more impatient, less tolerant of BS. I don't know, I think part of it has to do with withdrawing off my meds... it's got to be it. But also, some of it has to do with my life circumstances... but it's mostly the meds, I just hope it will pass soon because all I really want to do is sleep.… [more]