Female , 22-25

Last Seen Oct 6, 2012
Member Since Aug 30, 2012
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  • Embarrassing Confessions

    am I so emotional today? I feel so helpless and alone. I hope I am not starting my period...I should be tomorrow but I don't want to...I want to be pregnant.… [more]
  • End of the War

    Posted on: August 30th, 2012 at 4:21PM

    Composing broken beauty has lost it's place to fall The cold and lonely victory is sweeping the trail Of the faith we marvel From your lips we draw out the feeling Numbing the body with a tainted belief What is this? What is happening? Sewing up the tears only leaves more wounds to bear Looking around I feel like I don't know this place So I spin around and around to blur the thoughts, as it clears, The sinking of my chest turns to singing in my ears   What is this? What i happening? A choir of a thousand whisper "Hallelujah" It covers me with a shield of shutters Wipe my tears in the moonlight Hide me from the ash falling from the sky I see you feel pleased with yourself Major heartbreak, m… [more]


  • Cut Me in Two

    Posted on: August 30th, 2012 at 4:29PM

    My body swings from side to side thinking of what to say Hoping life will mend back together some other day My busy mind waits for the always ticking bomb Ready to go off at any moment; I cover my ears Rub my eyes, help me to push forward and through Despite the amount of love you have, you still cut me in two I know we never mean the things we scream I draw circles in my brain killing the pain Alone and crying, beaten and defeated Closing the closet of secrets holding me back with the unbreakable chain Persistent heartbeats threaten to crack and break I cry and apologize just for you sake Only to realize your intentions weren't the same Now I hide inside of myself, forced to suppress the pa… [more]


  • Resent

    Posted on: August 30th, 2012 at 4:40PM

    Pose a threat to the nasty ***** that tore you apart Kill the long lost rumors that broke your heart Tie her down and make her pay for the pain that saturates you Nothing else matters but medicating the wound Avoid the wishes granted b the God's written only in stone Throw back the cries telling you that you're on your own Remember the questions that lie in the cold Goodbye my falling love, the one I crave to hold Why dance in your pity? Let there be no more That's what you get for wondering who you lose for Wrong words clear the room, censoring the hate You proceed in the wrong direction where you will fade I corrupt the condemned, you crawl with the freaks I forsake the thoughts of lonline… [more]


  • The Dwelling Mother

    Posted on: September 2nd, 2012 at 3:10PM

    Why does it hurt more than she knows?She is my dwelling mother and loving her is what I chose.Why does misery hit her so hard?It's as though "God" is making sure she is falling apart.But what kills me the most is that she tears me along,down this unpleasant road of lessons to be learned not knowing where I belong.Dwelling mother please don't cry,Your pain is killing me inside.Unlike me, who loves you, why can't you see?Your pain is dumped on me and I continue to live miserably.Feeling like you don't care,because your life is too much to bear.But what about me, your daughter, I hurt too.But my pain is insignificant compared to what you go through.I love you dwelling mother, why don't you unde… [more]