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Female , 36-40
WV USA

Last Seen May 23, 2012
Member Since Aug 20, 2010
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  • a little Irish
  • and a little German
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Horoscope Aquarius
Special day 2-16
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Local Time August 23rd, 2:14 AM

I Am Not the Person I Used to Be

Where Did She Go? She used to be so happy fun outgoing hosting parties taking walks camping fishing lots of friends family work and now she's gone I've tried finding her but no one would help so she stays hidden... [more]
AmethystDruj has shared 81 Mature Experiences
  • I Dwell On Things I Cannot Change

    Why Can't I Leave You In The Past there is no way we can ever go back to who we were what we had so why do i still try you are my past why can't i leave you there i've changed so much over the years but you are still the same want the… [more]
  • I Lost Myself Somewhere Along the Way

    Lost A Long Time Ago ok i might sound crazy but i think i got lost as a teenager and now that i'm older i know who i am or should i say who i'm supposed to be but now i'm afraid to be that person it would mean giving up e… [more]
  • working on my happiness

    Posted on: March 13th, 2012 at 7:28AM

    I have decided that starting today i am going to start putting myself first i'm sick and tired of making sure everyone else is happy and taken cared of when i'm not.I'm going to start writing again taking long walks and bubble baths stay up late and sleep in put on makeup fix my hair just to start.My life is not all that bad it's been a lot worse but I realise that i'm not happy and things have to change and the only person who can do that is me.… [more]

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  • Just one day please.....

    Posted on: March 26th, 2012 at 7:33AM

    One day with no stress no drama is that really to much to ask for?People tell me all the time how strong I am but what they don't know is i'm really not i've just learned how to hide it.I wake up every morning knowing that the weight of the world is on my shoulders and I have no one to help ease it.My family and so called friends think because i'm a stay at home mom that I don't need help or a break because my kids go to school so I have my "me time" when they are in school.I wish by the time I get everything done it's time to start all over.I can't even remember the last time I did something for myself my wants and needs are on a life long vacation.I knew that being a mom and wife was going… [more]

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  • Just one day please.....

    Posted on: March 26th, 2012 at 7:34AM

    One day with no stress no drama is that really to much to ask for?People tell me all the time how strong I am but what they don't know is i'm really not i've just learned how to hide it.I wake up every morning knowing that the weight of the world is on my shoulders and I have no one to help ease it.My family and so called friends think because i'm a stay at home mom that I don't need help or a break because my kids go to school so I have my "me time" when they are in school.I wish by the time I get everything done it's time to start all over.I can't even remember the last time I did something for myself my wants and needs are on a life long vacation.I knew that being a mom and wife was going… [more]

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  • Tired

    Posted on: March 14th, 2012 at 5:00AM

    Bed late up way too early almost no sleep I hate bad dreams and thoughts can tell already it's going to be a long day.Maybe a nap later will help I want to write but my thoughts are so jumbled right now nothing would make sense.… [more]

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