Female , 26-30

I'm an old fashioned country girl stuck in the city.

Last Seen Aug 23, 2012
Member Since Sep 09, 2011
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Vices Candy, Sleep
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Horoscope Leo
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Local Time May 22nd, 1:29 PM

I Think I'm In An Unhealthy Relationship

Broken Promises I met my boyfriend on the internet and literally moved to a new country to be with him. I've been around this block already once, so before moving, we had several long, boring conversations about my... [more]
amikety has shared 5 Mature Experiences
  • I Am a Child Abuse Survivor

    I'll Never Tell Again Ten years ago, I told someone one of the most horrific secrets of my childhood. He used it against me to manipulate me and use me. I'll never tell anyone again.… [more]
  • I Had the Depo Shot and It Messed Up My Body

    I Become A Different Person On Depo I was on the Depo shot for five years. After the first year, I didn't have periods anymore. By the time I came off of it, my uterine lining was double what it was supposed to be. I won't even describe… [more]
  • I Am a Nanny

    Scary! I haven't been a nanny very long, but I'm enjoying the work. Last night, I had my first emergency. The baby I was watching choked on his dinner. It was scary. I froze for a split second before reactin… [more]
  • I Am Done Waiting For Others To Do The Right Thing

    It Seems I'm Surrounded By Liars... If you hit me on the interstate, don't lie to the police. Tell them you hit me. I was injuried, my car damaged. Now, because you lie (and the Ohio police have the brain power of a flea) I am stuck wit… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I walked.
    I finally walked away last night. This is the first time I have ever walked away. I don't know what's going to happen next. I can't make him get help. I can't change things. Only he can do that. He's taking his time to think it over. I'm taking my time away. I miss him terribly. He talked to me last night and this morning. It makes me sad... I feel like I have to walk on eggshells to keep him from giving up and lose himself in his issues. A large part of him wants to stay in that pit of despair. Crawling out of the pit is painful. I know because I have done it. I can only hope he picks to face his issues. Sometimes it feels like this is the quiet before the storm.… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Happy Boxing Day
    Today is my favorite day of the year. It used to be the "day after Christmas" when I lived in the US. Now, I'm in Canada and it's an actual holiday!I always loved how relaxed Dec 26th was. Plenty of leftovers to eat, new gifts to play with around the house. What a nice time after the bustle of Christmas.I'm strangely happy today too. I feel at peace and confident. Yes... Happy Boxing Day!… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    How I spent the day
    You told me you had to go see your friend because he needed you. You never asked me my opinion or if I cared. It wasn't a joint decision. You made it. That was that.I don't care that you went to visit your friend. I know he needs you right now.The thing is, I need you too. Really bad.… [more]
  • I am disillusioned

    Posted on: September 9th, 2011 at 1:01PM

    There isn't much I believe in anymore. Pretty much, I believe in God, I believe life will screw me as hard as it can, and I believe everyone in my life just wants to use me for one end or another.I used to have hopes. When I was growing up, I had big plans for my future. Then my depression hit. Most things since then have been a blur of blackness with spotty memories.When I was growing up, I was taught being honest was the best thing to do. That lying had its consequences and people didn't get away with it. Now, as an adult, I am learning otherwise. I personally never tell anything more than a little white lie. Yes, I'll fudge the truth a little to spare someone's feelings - okay I'll preten… [more]