aminrumi 18-21, F

i been  denying  about the odds and all  bad  that happened in my life thinking that at some good morning everything will be changed for ever but it never happened and i m been frustrated till this very this moment . my life is full of thrust , struggles and solitary . suicidal thoughts are now part of my life instead ofhaving thoughts of prosper life. each condition drives me from good to bad and every single element makes me evil from inside out.  all the sources which helps and make your life best are encouraging me to survive evil. everybody loves their parents but my parents are orthodox they never leave me alone .i never enjoy the dusk with my friends . all i faced criticism from my fa… [more]