amstevens23 22-25, F
I Wtk What Gender Is Your Brain
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I Use To Huff Air DusterA couple years ago my life was different. I was a troubled kid, the details of that story will be posted in a different group. Anyway, I was introduced to air duster while drinking with the friends of… [more]
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I Know Someone Who Committed Suicide
I Can't Get It Off My Mind..This morning I was woken up by a text message from my boyfriend (he's out of state working) he said his sister sent him a text at 2am saying that their cousin shot himself. Of course, I was shocked to… [more] -
Theres Nothing Sexier Than..There's nothing sexier than a witty intellegent man. His clever sense of humor will keep you intrigued to see what's going on in that big sexy brain. His intelligence will boarden your mind and will k… [more]
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I Think I May Be Pregnant (again..)I'm 24 years old and a mother of a 2 year old boy :) I'm a full-time student currently on a summer break (2 week break :/) I'm going to school trying to become a Registered Nurse. Right now I have two… [more]
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Love SickI'm looking at old pictures of my boyfriend and I, when our love was young and fresh, we fell so hard for each other, I got pregnant quick, but it was the best thing that could have happend because it dramatically changed our lives, we really grew up fast, we matured, and he stayed with me through it all, recently we had a "sparkle" moment, it was such a fairytale moment, we took a ride on top of a mesa that overlooked our entire town [reservation] all the poppies were in full bloom the grass with green, spring was in full force and he slowed the truck down just to stop and give me a kiss, the sun was 5 minutes from setting, it was still really bright but it had the orange hue of a sunset-… [more]
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RX[sings]: I need something stronger, something extra strength...I'm up enough to give people free pep talks and be positive as I normally am but today---I'm feeling a little low, I feel like i need a drink---my boyfriend is a wildland firefighter and it's offically fire season and he's gone 14-21 days andi'm begining to feel like a single mother, i'm not single but that's how i feel when he's goneit sucks but the job pays well and i dont have to worry financially but it's f-in lonely… [more]
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i'm 24 and still..like watching lindsay lohan movies, i dont like her as a person but i enjoy her movies, i still like kid movies, especially tweeny movies like freaky friday as i'm watching now and like... hiliary duff movies and amanda bynes movies lol aww kinda sad but i like it. i find myself watching cartoons or disney movies with my son and realize my son has left and i'm sitting there laughing watching cartoons lol… [more]
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It doesn't feel real
I feel numb... ok, well... this morning I woke up from a really bad dream, which I posted in dreammoods.com under relationships.. ugh. well the dream was about jose.. he cheated on me and I caught him aaannnddd I killed the girl I ended up in prison and I had to watch my mom and dad carry Joseph away..that sums up the dream. so I woke up feeling really really bad I just had a terrible feeling.. I posted my dream on dreammoods.com to have it interpreted which I also tried to define it myself online and it said something about being guilty and that dreaming of cheating is insecurities or that it really is happening which I couldn't and won't dare to believe. He called and asked for some … [more]
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There's no turning back
Jose and I had a long..emotional conversation last night, I'm glad we finally said everything that has been building up in our minds but, I dont know exactly how I feel about it. I'm happy its out and we know what we really want out of this relationship but a part of me is still afraid this won't work. I really really really want it to work out. It really hurt me when he mentioned seperating but the reality was that I knew that would come up in the conversation. Obviously we both had those thoughts about how our lives would differ without each other, we both thought about what would happen if we went our se… [more]
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