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Im pretty much just insane. But im pretty easy to be be around and im always looking for crazy stuff to do.

Last Seen Dec 27, 2013
Member Since Feb 13, 2012
Favorite Quote Never back down
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  • a little Puerto Rican
Vices cussing
Politics Moderate
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Books The Hunger games
Music rap
Movies Never back down, 300, Dear John, My sister's Keeper, Warrior,
Local Time October 25th, 8:11 AM

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Success I want to be loved. Not just for my accomplishments but for my character.I don't want to be someone that everyone forgets a year after they are deceased. I want to be the undisputed and beloved friend... [more]
andy6336 has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Am The Victom Of Abuse

    Stereotype Most people have this idea that boys can't be sexually abused. Well that is totally wrong. In fact, i was sexually and physically abused by my parents, their friends and my friends. … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    "Can i help?"
    I bury my feelings by helping others. I mean, if im upset or depressed instead of dealing with my problems i help sombody else with their's. Its kinda like an alchoholic that drinks to escape his problems. I help to escape my problems....and it actually helps. I mean for a while anyway. And then all the sudden i explode because i have stuffed so much stuff inside.… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Broken....
    I did it....i broke my no-cutting streak and cut last night. But i had to...i mean it was going to happen eventually but i had been holding it off for a couple months. Thers only so much that you can go through before the stress and pain eases over the top. It wasnt real deep. Im sorry for breaking my promise.....… [more]
  • One

    Posted on: March 20th, 2012 at 11:02AM

    Mixed up with friends and girlfriends and their friends and their boyfriends. Trying to keep my eyes and feet turned forward but its just really hard because no matter how much determination or guidance i have, there is still a choice that only i can make. Every time someone comes close to me i think that hey are there to actually help or care about me but it almost always turns out to be a scam. Its wierd. I mean i am just one human being in this huge world that holds no significance. Ive been hurt so much and for so long that it just doesnt make any sense why i am still alive. Why am i still standing? And then i realize that it is only because of one person. She has helped me so much that … [more]

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  • In the begining......

    Posted on: March 15th, 2012 at 11:04AM

    Everybody says that we are born for a purpose and im open to that idea. The only thing is how do we know what our purpose is? How do i know that im not totally ******* up my life....i mean like is there some way that i could know for a fact that i am doing what i was meant to do? Idk if thats possible short of sorcery or somthing. But it sure would be nice to have that security.… [more]

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  • Drowning....

    Posted on: March 19th, 2012 at 11:04AM

    I'm drowning right now and no matter what i do it seems like i just get heavier. I'm trying to keep a smile on and right now its just killing me. I have so many ******* people that like me and then i have a hand full of people that hate me and for real...i would rather have tha majority hate me because its just easier than trying to play Dr. Phil with all of their ******* problems with boyfriends and ****. Like i really care for my friends but right now im just drowning in their problems. I need air but im not finding it. Any help?.… [more]

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  • Idk

    Posted on: March 16th, 2012 at 11:05AM

    I have a group of friends at school and i guess you could say that they are drama happy....lol..but they are my friends and i would stick with them through anything. The problem is that one of my "friends" is mad at me for somthing that she says i did and i know i didnt. The problem with that however is that no matter how nice or understanding i am she refuses to even talk to me about it and it hurts...like alot. Not only that but she is trying to separate me from my other friends and i feel that it is kinda working and i dont want to lose them. I have one very close friend that has helped me ALOT and i know that she will be there for me no matter what but i just feel like wherever i go, i e… [more]

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