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Male , 18-21
MO USA

I am a 20 y/o male. I am a musician, I play multiple instruments in multiple genres. I'm very intelligent but often lack physical intuitiveness.

Last Seen Mar 27, 2013
Member Since Sep 24, 2012
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Heritage
  • a little German
Vices smoking
Politics Moderate
Horoscope Taurus
Special day
Books anything by Butcher, Weeks, Greene, King, etc..
Music Everything. Except country. It's soundpoison.
Movies Comedy trash films
Local Time August 20th, 11:54 AM

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