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Female , 22-25
Feeling calm
I have never been so in love!

"Be more concerned with being interested, than being interesting." This motto/mantra is something that I believe will help me obtain my full potential and find true contentment in life. If you're interested in me, or have questions, please feel free to contact me through my inbox. I am a very open and genuine individual looking to share with my peers in this "experience" called LIFE.

Last Seen Mar 17
Member Since Jan 24, 2011
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Heritage
  • 100% American
  • and a little French
  • and a little Polish
Vices Food
Politics Moderate
Horoscope Cancer
Special day 10-27
Books The Catcher in the Rye, The Death of Vishnu, Water for Elephants, The Lovely Bones, Any of The Dark Series by Christine Feehan, Sugar Queen, Milkweed, Prep, She's Come Undone
Music Everything honestly if I like it I like it. If I don't I don't.
Movies Pan's Labyrinth, The Whole Nine Yards, The Big Lebowski
Local Time April 17th, 3:34 AM
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I Believe In Reincarnation

On Saturday I had a wonderfully simple date planned with my boyfriend. We were going to go out for pizza and then explore downtown. As we ate our pizza a father and two young children, a... [more]
anotherinnocent has shared 2023 Mature Experiences
  • I Was Raped

    "Don't Waste Your Whole Life Trying To Get Back What Was Taken Away" I was 15, chubby and a virgin. I had some friends but for the most part I was a bit of a loner. Depressed and caught up in my divorced parent's constant drama. A friend of mine's sister ha… [more]
  • I Didn't Know I Was Pregnant Until The Last Two Months

    Surprise! I have Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome. I was diagnosed when I was sixteen and told that it would be nearly possible for me to conceive. When I turned eighteen I met my significant other, Michael. As the… [more]
  • I Believe In God

    "I Am A Christian" By Maya Angelou When I say ... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'." I'm whispering "I was lost, Now I'm found and forgiven." When I say ... "I am a Christian" I … [more]
  • I Didn't Know I Was Pregnant Until The Last Two Months

    6 Months Postpartum (Please read my story "SURPRISE" first if you haven't) So Cassandra is 6 months old now... Lately I have been having a very difficult time discussing the "pregnancy" or even hearing about other people… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    That's RIGHT!!!
    I am officially going back to school starting next week. I will be working on my four year degree, Bachelors of science in management!!! YAAYY!… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    *Friends*
    I do have a very small group of people I consider friends, but it so hard for me to meet new people to get to know and talk to. I love my true friends dearly. However, sometimes I just want to meet someone new. Just don't understand how it come so effortlessly to some people. There is a lot that holds me back from a good majority of things. I am trying to change but I guess we always settle in to what we know. … [more]
  • Funny Confessions

    Funny
    I have been meeting a few men off of an internet dating site and each guy has told me, " You look much prettier in person than in your pictures." This makes me laugh because I don't grasp the fact that someone would find me pretty, let alone prettier than they expected. Just a funny little something I wanted to share.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    The more I use EP
    The more I realize we are all the same. We all just want to be heard, understood and loved. To be accepted and live our lives as who we want to be. … [more]
  • A Sick Selfish Girl

    Posted on: April 16th, 2011 at 10:22PM

    Why can't I seem to find anyone to share with? I just want to be loved and laugh and tell all my thoughts to someone. I just lost the best friend I could ever hope to find. My heart aches desperately to still be apart of his life. He is gone forever though and this wound is so deep. Like no pain I have ever felt before! I feel weak and sick. I could have never asked for anything more. I feel alone in this world now without him. It hurts even more knowing he is lonesome without me. I have never experienced a fire like us. A passion like us. Built from a dark lie, a horrible truth! Still, he consumes my every though. Evokes every emotion. I HAVE to move on. I lied. I lied. I lied. I love who y… [more]

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  • A Day In The Life Of...

    Posted on: April 12th, 2011 at 2:17PM

    Cassandra is sleeping and I need to get in the shower before heading off to the doctor's office. It maybe best I write down some questions for her. Seeing she is my new physician and doesn't know me but from a chart. I am humiliated to go in today seeing that I have gained nearly 40 pounds since Cassandra's birth in October. Normally, ***before the baby*** I am *was* a very active person. Whenever I wasn't working, I was at the gym. Now that I am a "homemaker" sitting at home has gotten too comfortable for me. I have the time to go out and walk. I also have other mommies that need walking buddies or shopping and lunch buddies. Yet, something like a magnet keeps me HERE in this highest tower … [more]

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  • Rant Rant Rant

    Posted on: April 18th, 2011 at 5:52AM

    A few more days until my trip to Massachusetts. I don't know if my best friend will be able to make it down form Maine to meet the baby. This makes me very sad! I am not really looking forward to this trip and I have so much to do to prepare for it. I haven't been able to sleep lately. I have been stuck in doors too long and when I get back home I really need to look for a job! I am screaming in my head!!!! … [more]

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  • Ramblin'

    Posted on: April 15th, 2011 at 1:41AM

    Tonight's blog entry is literally going to be a mess of nonsense. I am not trying to make this into anything and I don't care if it looks okay or even sounds good when it's finished. I don't just let everything out of my mind often enough. It has become an unhealthy habit of mine to cling tightly to every thought that flies in under my radar. Each one evokes a million new feelings. That sit in the pit of my stomach until I am so full I want to vomit. Real attractive image I know. I have a sore throat and I am sure it is due to allergies. The commercials in the background is messing with my thinking right now. I hate that damn television! My well whatever he is always has that ******* thing o… [more]

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