Female , 26-30

There is an idea of me; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there

Last Seen Oct 13, 2011
Member Since Feb 17, 2011
Favorite Quote Psycho (1960) (Norman Bates): "We all go a little mad sometimes."
  • a little French (Huguenot)
Politics Anarchist
Horoscope Capricorn
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I Want To Marry An Old Man

Love No More... Okay, this sounds weird, but let me explain.Love has done nothing for me yet.  In future I do not want a relationship for love.  I want a relationship for money, a sugar daddy.  He... [more]
antiluv has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Am a Child Abuse Survivor

    The Parents That Were Never There. How do you begin to tell a story like this?  How do you try to recall the one thing that you have successfully buried for years.  How do I begin to forgive?  In all the counselling sessions th… [more]
  • I Dont Feel Like Im Really Here

    I Dont Feel Like Im Really Here You know what I mean...Do you feel like you really exist, do people really see you?  How much is my life worth? What is the point.… [more]
  • I Am Recovering From Cutting

    The Pain That Is Pure I suppose that the easiest way to explain the beginning would be to look up my other story "The parents that were never there" - That would be the beginning. Lets just say that because of… [more]
  • I Have a Confession

    Ok, so Ive been in a steady relationship for a while now.  Today though I went onto FB and noticed that as a suggestion my ex's name came up. We have many frends in common so Ireckon it would onl… [more]