I'm a bi-curious sapio-sexual and a crossbreed between personality type ENTP (http://www.personalitypage.com/html/ENTP.html) and personality type ENFP (http://www.personalitypage.com/html/ENFP.html) I have a hardened shell against insincere nonsense, superficiality, and weak morality, and am not prone to sugarcoating how things are. Am quite fair, empathetic by naure, and have a high threshold for any kind of topic that you can bring up to talk about. I know I come off as a serious person, but am actually very easy to communicate with. I laugh, have my quirks, and am as crazy as the next person. You have been warned. :D
I want people to know me for who I am. I have come to this site to nurturing possible friendships, to hone my networking skills, and to take chances.
I recently decided to truly hone my writing skills, and meeting new people, understanding them, is key in good fiction.
I am genuine. I exist. I want ......coffee!
I'm a thinker, a dreamer, but at the same time, I have my feet on the ground (at least the toes!)
Sometimes, people have to make decisions that are not for themselves. While I had wanted to pursue an education in English, I've diverted back to my original path: To finish a bachelor's degree in Architecture. I hope that I can find the strength in me, to finish and excel in this vocation, but I know that once that is over, I will continue to do what I love.
I'm a person who seeks conviction, true emotional depth in my relationships and friendships.....so if you're looking for flings or something frivolous and immature, then it's about time to move on my my awesomely written profile. :P
I know that I'll keep moving along in my journey, seeking the right people, people who fit right in my world and vice-versa, and I don't fear the idea of being alone or lonely, just because I didn't opt to compromise by staying with people that I don't belong with. I welcome the true and right things in life, and hope to give as much in return.
- 100% Bengali
Our Pinky Fingers Linked My father always held my hand or took my arm when we walked through public places. It was his way of protecting me and to make sure I was still there. He did it even when I grew up. He still does it n… [more]
Fated Till The End.. He was just this Bengali guy that wrote a letter in tolerable English, and sent it to me through an anonymous database. How was I supposed to know that something that random was going to lead me to… [more]
Why?? A restlessness, a fog, and a gripping loneliness combined, are suffocating me out of my being. I'm scared, am weak, and in a desperate need to feel that it makes sense again. I'm a dreame… [more]
Last Straws Run Out God. Religion. Parents. Passion. Intimacy. Love. Hate. Anger. Willpower. Strength. Hope. Friends. Enemies. Nobodies. Past. Present. Future. Health. Gratefulness. Goals. Dreams. Life. So … [more]
Another GoodbyeToday, I finally walk ahead. You stand back and don't expect me to do more than crawl. The effort, kills me, but I know staying, would be a life not worth living. As I step forward, my sense of integrity, shame, bears down on me. But I can't do this anymore. You're so volatile, you wanted to drown me in your pain, because that is what partners do for and with each other!Time and time again, I tried to leave. You waited, thinking one day I'd take the plunge and if needed, kill myself in the process. You told me that you needed to know the whys and hows, to bar who I am to you. I had wanted to help you. I had wanted to hold on to you. I had wanted to let you in, but my instincts cried that you… [more]
From the Beginning...Part 1I've been fighting with depression of various kinds for as long as I remember. Increasing my knowledge and understanding about it has been one way. Doing and trying new and different things, keeping my off bad things, talking to friends, seeking counselling and understanding myself has been some of the others. From what I've understood, my bad time began when I had an adjustment disorder when I moved to America, because I remember when my mother left me alone at home to go work, I was afraid of the dark and being all by myself. I imagined [probably hallucinated] that I was being hunted down by the police and that they would use any means to get to me, including by helicoptor to get to the b… [more]