Aqua106 36-40, F
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I Feel That I Have a Lot of Different Sides to My Personality
I Left A Man Laying In A Hospital BedYes, just like the title says. I was with a man for about two years and he was having some issues with kidney stones. Let me start at the beginning, we met at work and my marriage was just ending. We … [more] -
I've Been Away From Ep For A Short TimeI have met the most wonderful man. I have known him for three years and we have been friends this whole time. I has spent the last six weeks in absolute bliss. I have never been treated so good. He is… [more]
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I Think Men In Their 40s And 50s Are Sexy
So, I Guess It's Up To Me To Make The Move?So, I have been flirty back and forth with an upper management type at the place I work. We have been friends since I started working there. So, he asked me to go to lunch with him the past two days. … [more] -
I Have Severe Depression and Anxiety
Depression And AnxietyI have had severe depression and anxiety for as long as I can remember and was not treated for it for a very long time. The day finally came when there was no choice but to treat it because I became… [more]
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My BF thiks I am out of townSo, My BF and I work together. We don't live together, but I was getting a bit overwhelmed with our relationship and stress at work so I put in for my vacation this week. I told him that I was taking a trip to visit relatives I have not seen in a long time. Truth was I was moving and I needed some quiet time. Yes, I know he will find out that I have moved,(he knew I was going to soon) but he just left today on a business trip and won't be back for two weeks. Ok, so yes in order to pull this off I was not there to see him off to the airport and tell him bye. Today he sent me a text apologizing for not being home when I come back from my "trip." So, now I feel like a total b***h. So, why did I… [more]
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When I'm sadWhen I'm sad I bake cookies. It makes me feel better because I know how much people like the cookies I make and bring to work. It makes me happy when I walk in and everyone is happy to see all the cookies. Fortunately, sometimes people ask me "Hey, when are you gonna bake some cookies?" That makes me happy.… [more]
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I don't know how to make him understandI am in love with a wonderful man. He is sweet aand beautiful inside and out. He is wealthy and he is always trying to give me more than I need. All I want is his love. I don't want to hurt his feelings but I want him to understand I want him not what he can do for me. He makes me feel so safe and loved. I was brought up to work for what you have and I work very hard at my job and so does he. I love him and appreciaaate what he is trying to do but all I need is his love. I know that women he has dated in the past have used him for all they could get but I don"t want him to think I am like them. I am not. I love his hands, his hands are beautiful, they are strong,soft and so gentle. He makes … [more]
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He makes my heart so happyThis new guy that I am seeing, well we have been friends for a couple years but just recently started seeing each other. Now, that there is a romance brewing between us it's just so exciting. When I see him I get so excited and I can't wait to be able to talk to him alone and I look forward to working with him. He is just so so so very sweet. He enjoys spending time with me and I enjoy spending time with him too. It's just so nice. He out ranks me at work but he is just so down to earth everyone likes him. There are those who are already starting to talk and that bothers me some because at this point it is all very very innocent, nothing physical has happened and I like that so very much, it… [more]
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Just another day
So today is beautiful and I'm gonna sit outside and enjoy this wonderful day. I'm gonna bake cookies for work. Some of the guys I work with love home made cookies. I'm gonna try my very hardest not to call or text Tommy. I'm gonna try not to answer his calls or texts either. Which I know in my heart he won't call or text. I just can't believe he expected me to put out last week after he told me he was seeing someone new. It just really hurt and he uhh I just can't believe he treated me so bad. He spent a year trying just to get my phone number and then when I gave him a chance he treated me like ****. All he did was make me cry, he never did anything for me. Nothing. When I needed him poof n… [more]
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I'm so sad today
I feel so bad today. Really sad. The man I have been seeing is out of town and will be for two weeks. Two weeks! It can't be helped, I know it but I miss him so much and it hurts. I feel so empty and alone without him. I miss him so much I feel sick. I'm just so very sad. I don't like that I feel this way and that I let him get into my heart like this because now I'm hurting and I should have never let him get so close to me because I don't want to be dependent on anyone for making me happy and now I see that I have become dependent on him to make me feel good. Right now without him I feel so bad. I wait on his call or text and I don't like it. I am debating on breaking it off, I've let him … [more]
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I don't know where I am with him
We had a good week until Thursday. Now, we are arguing and there is so much miscommunication. He shuts down and won't talk to me and always seems to say "Everything is ok." I don't feel that it is. I feel like it's so far from ok that "ok" is not even in the realm of where we are. I wish I could walk away but I have tried that and I just can't. I love him but I really don't know why. I want to but the other circumstances just get in the way of me leaving him. What's the worst that could happen if I do? Well, I will need another job, not really that big of a deal the company I work for is not that great anyway. I have been thinking of leaving my job anyway.… [more]
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My heart is so broken
My bf and I broke up. It's so hard. 9 months of happiness is now nothing but a memory. It hurts so bad. I want to curl up and cry. I loved him so much but I guess I was nothing at all to him. That hurts more than anything to know I can be discarded so easily. I have him my whole heart and he broke it into a million pieces. I just don't want to face another day. I wanted to spend my life with him. Now that dream is gone. … [more]
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