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Female , 18-21

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Member Since Jul 02, 2010
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  • and a little Italian
  • and a little German
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Local Time December 21st, 1:37 PM

I Do Not Smile Often

On Occasion... On occasion I will smile, such as when laughing, but for the most part I usually don't. It doesn't necessarily mean that I am a depressed person, I just show happiness differently I suppose. I... [more]
Arisadne has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Am Lonely and Depressed

    At Times It Is Almost Like I Don't Know How To Be Happy.      I'm pretty young, that time when everyone expects you to go hang out and go to parties, or social events all the time. Thing is no one who lives near me is very similar to me at al… [more]
  • I Am a Pescetarian

    Fishy Goodness. I have given up eating pretty much all animals except for fish, which is a large part of my diet along with pasta. Though I do hate having to defend my dinner from my cat.… [more]
  • I See Imperfect People Perfectly

    Imperfectly Perfect. Imperfections are what defines us all as individuals so I personally feel it's important to try to love a persons "imperfetcions" in order to realize that they are perfect at being themselves. A bit c… [more]
  • I Want People to Share Their Poetry

    Late Summer, Gentle Autumn, Winter Requiem Just a few tanka I wrote. it's a Japanese form of poetry, but a little different because I wrote them in English of course... I'm not very good at this, but I still like poetry. Please tell me what yo… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I know I shouldn't complain...
    I know I shouldn't complain, because somewhere someone is feeling even worse than me. But... I'm not sure if I can stand my life anymore... My whole life I've been forced to be strong, I was never really allowed to cry without any guilt. And now I struggle to express myself... I am able to act normally, but if someone tries to make me open up and talk about everything that has caused me pain I begin to cry uncontrollably and then I can't even talk. So, instead I watered all of my suffering down, but then they don't care... Then they think I'm just young and emotional... In my current life I am like bird thrashing pointlessly against its cage, and nobody notices. But that's just because they … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Beyond me...
    Being social is very difficult for me because I am so polite that I think trying to become friends may be imposing, other people have to want to befriend me. But that is also very difficult because I am very shy, so people don't what to think about me... if anything... It hurts me but I just can't get past it... I don't know what to do...… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    To Dominicus, I'm Sorry...
    I'm sorry I didn't help out when you needed me to, truth is I'm spiteful... The way you're always on your phone or the computer annoyed me I'll admit, but the truth was it felt more like you were ignoring me all the time and that's why i was acting like a selfish brat. in fact, when I said that inconvenience thing I was joking, which I know doesn't make things anything any better but I'm not easy to read i guess. Also I don't feel it's true that I never do anything for you. Nothing major anyway, but I did organize your stuff and make your bed a couple of times, but you wouldn't thank me unless I verbally forced you to, and the day before I left i did all your laundry, folded it and put … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Subpar...
    In my mind evrything I do isn't good enough. I know that this isn't necessarily true, but I still feel that way anyway. Maybe I'm just trying too hard to be something that I'm not.… [more]