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  Just Missing You Again.

  from the I Miss My Mother group

  As Mother's Day approaches, I find myself in a familiar slump. It's going to be 7 years since you shared your last laugh with me, and with each passing year comes another bout of shock and disbelief - you were so young, Mom. I was so young. ----- I… [more]

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  Roughly Three Minutes Before She Died, I Unknowingly Shared My Last Laugh With Her.

  from the I Miss My Mother Who Is Deceased group

  May 12, 2004. Just seeing the date makes my mind and heart dart around uncontrollably. She was my base support; my best friend. People told me for years, and still do, "It'll get better, I promise". ...what a promise that is. It has yet … [more]

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  My Body's Attempt To Wake Myself Up.

  from the I Sleep Walk group

  I have grown to believe that my sleepwalking is heavily related to nightmares and high levels of stress that I encounter. I find myself stuck in a period of time every year where I fall victim to an intense string of nightmares that eventually place me in… [more]

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  A Penny For My Thoughts? Make It A Couple Thousand, And Maybe We'll Talk.

  from the I Have An Anger Problem group

  I've had anger issues for a while it seems, but no one is truly aware of the severity and depth of it sometimes; probably because I'm too afraid to allow anyone to give me a penny for my deepest thoughts.. I'm not entirely sure I even feel comfortable in my ow… [more]

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  11:04

  from the I Always Look At the Clock At group

  It's the date of my mom's birthday. She died 6 years ago from an unexpected heart attack. I always feel like it's her saying hi to me. I could have my phone in a bag, in my pocket, or all the way upstairs and suddenly get this urge to want to know the time. Su… [more]

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  I frequently find myself wanting to know what it feels like to snap one of the bones in the human body, in half. … [more]

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• The hurt surfaces once again.

  from Venting confessions

  I banged my kidney area into the corner of my kitchen table today after a failed piggy back ride, and the pain I felt afterwards was horrendously familiar. This bruising ache in that area is something I haven't felt since that night. A night I try desperately to tuck away in the deepest crevice of my memories. The night that turned me into this silently violent person. The feeling of complete and utter weakness. Now, I'll see myself with a bruise like that again but in a completely different context; it's still unsettling. I hope you know that you are the one human being on this planet that I can truly say I hate. I might speak of this someday, to someone. Until then, I remember every de… [more]

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• Uncertain of the Postage.

  from Family confessions

  I write letters to my mom who died almost 7 years ago. I know she'll never receive them. It kills me.… [more]

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AvidOfPathology's Dreams

• On 04/22/10, I dreamed about...Mom/PGarage

  Mom/PGarage Dream

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• On 04/15/10, I dreamed about...Driving/NH

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• On 04/14/10, I dreamed about...schoolmates

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• On 04/13/10, I dreamed about...Lizards/Water

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