Female , 13-15

Love soccer, singing, playing the piano, all sports!!!

Last Seen May 30, 2012
Member Since Nov 24, 2011
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Books Twilight series, Inheritance series, The Hunger Games series
Movies Twilight series, Pirates of the Caribbean, Narnia, Lord of the Rings
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I Believe God Is In Control

Doubt Yeah so I do believe that God is in control... just not in my life... I have constant problems, I am insecure with myself, and my older brother says I am a shadow of who I once was. I am breaking... [more]
  • I Have An Occasional Urge to Be Bad

    Hihi :) Haha I am the kind of person who doesn't break the rules very often. I do my homework, I respect my teachers, and yeah I am generally what you can call "a good person." But then there are those moment… [more]
  • I Am a New Member At Experience Project

    Meet Awesomenesstania! We caught up with new member awesomenesstania and asked a few fun questions. Get to know your new community member and don't forget to say Hello! EP: Good afternoon and welcome. … [more]
  • Withstanding the Temptation of Life

    Posted on: November 26th, 2011 at 1:44PM

    Have you ever felt so incredibly peer pressured, that you don't know what to do? That is pretty much my life. You could say that I am semi-popular. Everyone knows who I am , but I don't think that any guys like me or anything. But sometimes, I don't know, I just feel like I need to have a boyfriend to be accepted. And there is this guy, let's call him Christopher for safety sake. Well Christopher is a guy that I have all classes with except for Spanish, History and Entrepreneurship class with. And thats is like maybe 4 or 5 classes, so I see him pretty much everyday. He is a really funny guy and I have caught him looking at me a couple of times, but the thing is that he is not a Christian. I… [more]


  • The Dawn of a New Day

    Posted on: November 24th, 2011 at 2:41PM

    Life can be so depressingly hard sometimes... It's like, you think you got it all together, and then suddenly it all comes crashing down on you... I so miss my friends at my old school. There I was happy, I had lots of Christian friends who were both my best buddies and my accountability partners. You could say that we are sisters. But now I have to stay in this stupid country, where all guys want from you is sex and all the girls play hard to get. Don't they understand that there is more to life than just physical pleasure? I don't think anybody would ever understand if I was to explain that no, I will not have sex before I am married, and no, I will not kiss anybody before my wedding day! … [more]


  • A New Realization

    Posted on: November 26th, 2011 at 3:38PM

    I have thought about what I have written in my last two entries and I have realized how incredibly desperate and hopeless I sound. I have asked myself, why am I so depressed, when I have so much to be thankful for? I have never gone to bed hungry, I have both my parents and they have a wonderful marriage, I have a roof over my head and clothes on my back! Imagine all the people who wake up in the morning and don't have any of this? They have a right to be saddened, but I do not! So I want to apologize for what I have written before. I want to write a list of what I am thankful for that God has given me: A loving family Food in my stomach Opportunity to live in a rich country Too many … [more]


  • I think I'm dying

    Posted on: January 2nd, 2012 at 1:31PM

    I really do. I think that my life is over. I think that I have been so broken inside for such a long time without hearing anything from God, that I might just fall down dead. But the thing is, no one cares. No one cares for little me, because I am worthless. No one cares about me, I am ugly, I am fat, I am worthless, I am disgusting. Why am I still alive? I should just take my life... Why would anyone want me around anyhow. I am just a shadow. And I say kill the shadows. So if no one sees me on here for a long time, that means I have made my decisionMy mood: extremely is worthless a mood?… [more]