Female , 18-21
Feeling calm
Listening to Burrito Sabanero on repeat... making me feel strangely good

Ordinary. Striving for Extraordinary.

Last Seen Nov 20, 2014
Member Since Jun 01, 2012
Favorite Quote There are some secrets that do not permit themselves to be told
  • a little Irish
Vices Candy Corn
Special day 5-26
Books Evil Twins; Harry Potter; Artemis Fowl; The Picture of Dorian Gray; Look Homeward, Angel
Music Bach and Verdi and any/every Russian composer
Movies Sweeney Todd, Everything is Illuminated, The Lion King, Attack The Block
Local Time April 19th, 5:28 PM

I Dont Want to Spend the Valentine's Day Alone

Sunflowers And Lilies "Lillian! We're going to be late!" "Okay, honey oat. I'll be right down." Honey oat. He frowned at his reflection in the mirror that she insisted upon placing in their foyer... [more]
AynsleyRosalinda has shared 4 Mature Experiences
  • I Am In a Long Distance Relationship

    Prom Night. I don't have many people my age that I can talk to. I guess that's mostly the reason I'm here on EP. I work with children under the age of five, which is amazing, but I miss having friends… [more]
  • I Was Raped

    Unified By Pain I wrote this right after the incident.  Thought I'd share.Light fades into blacknessVomiting before my blurred and closing lashesthat float with colors that don… [more]
  • I Was Raped

    Alone With My Mind I hate those days when the only thing that I can possibly think about is that damned day. I don't want that day, that experience, that man to rule my life any more. And I know that there are ma… [more]
  • I Hate My Dad

    Questions My dad asks me a lot of questions.  I'm terrified to answer these questions because I know he'll hate the answer so much that he'll bring physical harm back upon me.   I think about the answers a lo… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    I have a type
    I prefer men who wear suits and those attractive porkpie hats.I discriminate!  I am more likely to date a man who can dress himself. Well.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Sometimes I think so hard my brain hurts
    Like now, for instance.  I wish that I had less to occupy my mind.  I need to take a rest from thinking for myself and for the world.… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    I love them.
    Three months ago I gave birth to twins.  I told people that I hated them, I didn't want them. I cursed them and God and blamed them and everyone around me.I guess I wanted to seem cool or tough or make it somehow all right that I was a pregnant chick in a christian school.  It wasn't okay.My confession is that I love my kids. I always have.  I always will.I hate myself.  I can't believe that I said I hated them. I love my kids! I want them to know I'm sorry.… [more]