Azureal

There is only one thing I truly regret that I have done in this life. I used to have 3 cats. The two in my pictures and a 6 week old kitten. I'd gotten the kitten as a rescue animal. The woman me and my ex recieved him from had gotten him and his 4 brothers and sisters from her daughter, who had saved them from her office building, thebuilding was being renivated and the workers doing the renivations found them and asked the daughter's boss what to do; he's reply still sickens me, he told the workers to 'board them up inside so the heat kills them and the mother can't get to them.'. Anyway neither of us had work and the worst happened, Hodini; my yellow and white tabby, had gotten a blocked … [more]

As my roommate drove me home from work last night, she pointed out a man riding a horse. I couldn't help but stare, I could hear the growl in my throat and the clacking of my jaws and could feel saliva dripping in my mouth. I could feel the desire burning in my veins to sink my claws and fangs into the muscled form of that horse, to taste and feel its last fleeting moments. Its been so long that I can't even remember when I last had an urge to hunt, it was so strong I thought something had snaped. I've never been so embarrassed or ashamed of myself, I thought I had more control over my emotions and nature then that.… [more]

Never kept track of this, but it quickly comes into play whenever a situation comes to mind. If I know the starting position and the most basic, trivial information about any situation, I can predict a step by step of every possible out come with a 92% accuracy. Its not refined and theres not much control to it, but its been very helpful in determining the outcome of various life situations that otherwise would have been unbearable normally.… [more]

For as long as I can remember I have had this 'gift' I suppose it could be called. I seem to feel the energy that flows through things, especially in metals and stones, and manipulate it for minor(usualy) things, like using a quartz to ease tension and pain and bolster natural healing, or pyrite to 'attract' financal finds. The list is long and I've been able (unintentionally) been able to bend this 'force' in people as well for very unpredictable and sometimes catastrophic results that ranged so far from lethargy to temporary memory loss, to even the extent of shortening the life span. I don't know when I first aquired this 'gift' but sometimes its more trouble then it's worth.… [more]