badpixie 22-25, F

I do not know why, but lately you have been occupying my illogical mind during every waking hour. Of course I have spent time thinking of you before, but somehow this is different ... I'm starting to see you differently than I did before. True, I found you quite fascinating from the beginning, but this fascination is growing stranger and somewhat frightening. Is this turning into infatuation? How could I allow something like that to occur? I certainly know better than to adore someone who is already attached to another and beyong my reach. So perhaps the more appropriate question is, why do I so desperately want to believe that you WANT me to be fascinated by you ... drawn to you ... IN… [more]