Female , 31-35

It's absolutely, positively,and totally absurd, pointless, and ridiculous how much time, effort, and thought I invest, waste, and spend on deciding exactly the precise words, terms, and definitions to express, say, and describe my thoughts, feelings, and meanings, until I'm satisfied, okayed with, and definite that my audience, readers, and focus can smell what I'm cookin', pick up what I'm puttin' down, and HEAR THE WORDS THAT ARE COMIN' FROM MY BRAIN! what the hell was I talkin about?

Last Seen Dec 11, 2013
Member Since Nov 24, 2011
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  • a little Irish
  • and a little German
  • and a little Native American (Mohawk)
Horoscope Cancer
Special day 7-11
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