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Female , 18-21

I'm just me.... Take it or leave it..

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I Am Very Selective When It Comes to Letting People Get Close

This Is Why... When I was ten years old my best friend died in a fire.. She was honestly my best friend, and I've never been able to make friends easily. When she died a large part of me got locked away. I stopped... [more]
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    I'm having a really hard time believing that I will ever be in a lasting relationship. I'm 18 and I've only had one serious boyfriend. We dated for almost a year, and then broke up. And then got back together for a few months only to brake up again. I don't think I'm pretty enough to have someone be attracted to me. And all I ever seem to see are happy couples around me and it just upsets me. I'm such a baby for whining about this.. I just need to get it off my chest I suppose...… [more]
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    I'm sick of acting like I'm OK. I'm not. All I want is for one person to  look at me when I saw, "I'm fine," and thell me to tell the truth. I'm never going to have a relationship like that. I want someone... Someone I probably haven't even met yet, to come into my life and stay with me. My family means everything to me, but there are somethings that they can't make better. They can't change my depression. They can't fix my anxiety. They can't find me someone to be with. They love me though. And that should be enough shouldn't it? I shouldn't need anyhting else when I have my family, should I? I feel like I'm such a bad person anymore. I freak out on people all the time. Even when I don't me… [more]
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    I am terrified to drink because I'm afraid I'll become addicted like my father was. For the first 10 years of my life all I knew was my dad drinking. I'm scared that I'll become who he used to be. I'm scared that I won't be able to control myself if I take a drink.… [more]
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    Just Not.
    I don't think I'll ever be good enough for anyone. Not pretty enough, smart enough, just not good enough. And I hate it....… [more]