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I Cant Change the Past But I Can Change My Future

2 Folders, And 55 Journals-- 10 Years Of Purgatory Posted 05/12/2013
I've been contemplating throwing out my old journals for a while. About a year and a half. I've been on my path to transformation, a place where my coffin becomes my chrysalis. I've held onto my... [more]
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  • I Am a Masochist

    You Don't Deserve This Posted 12/11/2012
    My Master just left. When I text him and asked him if he was too busy to come over and beat and face **** me, he was here within 30 minutes. He uses a crop and a short whip, the crop feels great but t… [more]
  • I Am a Masochist

    Is It True? Posted 12/11/2012
    When I was a young girl, my father would beat and rape me, he'd also find creative ways to torture me. Admittedly, a lot of these things I don't really remember so well. As though they're blocked out,… [more]
  • I Am a Masochist

    The Loss Posted 12/26/2012
    I couldn't tell you when I started enjoying pain. I can tell you when I was 6 I enjoyed poking myself with needles and watching the blood paint my flesh. It was ecstasy. When I was 10 I started burnin… [more]
  • I Want People to Share Their Poetry

    A Masochists Serenity Posted 12/11/2012
    All I want is all I need all I need, makes me bleed please don't stop because I cry you're worried but I'll be fine don't coddle me, just bring me pain cut me until I lea… [more]

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