Female , 22-25

My name is Meg. I'm 23, live in a very small town, I love tattoos and piercings. Heavy metal music, the 1940's and 50's. Baking, big band music, horror movies, video games, and reading. I have alot to say, but somewhere between my brain and my mouth my words get lost, I have selective mutism, which has been absolute hell for me. I get a little better with everyday. I can go weeks without speaking anything but yes and no until I get comfortable around people. For years, I was told that the reason for this is that I was "too smart for my own good" which is completely the most idiotic thing i've ever heard...
If you need to know anything else, you could ask. That's just a little overview of things.

Last Seen Oct 27, 2012
Member Since Jul 02, 2011
Favorite Quote
  • a little German
  • and a little Irish
Vices Smoking
Politics Liberal
Horoscope Cancer
Special day
Books Greek and Roman Poetry
Music Heavy Metal
Movies Horror, black and white, silent, and sci fi. My fav. Being star wars.
Local Time July 29th, 4:24 PM

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