Female , 18-21

Last Seen May 2, 2014
Member Since Sep 06, 2009
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Horoscope Gemini
Special day 9-6
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Local Time May 26th, 4:56 AM

I Need Advice

Um..this May Sound Stupid But... I been seeing this guy for about two months. Recently, his phone has been cut off, and I am not able to get in touch with him. The only way that I would be able to is to just show up at his house. I... [more]
bellaunq has shared 24 Mature Experiences
  • I Feel Like No One Loves Me

    sometimes i feel neglected by ... sometimes i feel neglected by friends and i just dont feel like i fit in with my family which makes me feel distant from everyone. i think i believe they love me but at the same time i question how th… [more]
  • I Feel Like No One Loves Me

    I Think People Love Me... My family tells me they love me. I believe them, and I love them too. I just do not feel connected to them. I do not feel completely comfortable with them. I have recently questioning who my friends a… [more]
  • I Hate When I Put Myself In Situations That I Am Not Used To

    I Keep Putting Myself In Similar Unfamiliar Situations... I put myself in a certain situation. Then I worry about it for months. When I am finally over the situation, I put myself in a similar situation. The situations never get resolved so I never know how … [more]
  • I Am Lonely

    Friends? That Is Why I Feel Lonely... I think I have friends. They say they are, but it never feels like they care. Maybe it is all in my head. All of my "friends" are from school, and I rarely hang out with any of them outside of school.… [more]
  • I miss you....

    Posted on: March 21st, 2011 at 6:15PM

    I miss the conversations. I miss the laughs. I miss the smiles. I miss the time we had together. I wonder where you are. I wonder are you okay. I wonder if you think about me. If I ever see you again, I hope that you remember me as I was, and we pick up where we last seen one another. Whether you are in heaven or still walking on this earth, the people of my past, I still think you. I hope you feel the same.  My mood: very nostalgic … [more]


  • I hate him so much...

    Posted on: January 19th, 2012 at 4:44PM

    I just want one phone call to let me know he is okay and that we are still a we. I don't like showing up at people's houses unannounced, but it seems like I am going to have to go if I want answers. I miss him and love him, but I hate him because I can't talk to him. I think I should just assume that it's over, but I really don't want to. I think I will give him five more days. That will have given him two weeks. I feel like an idiot. … [more]


  • It's weird...

    Posted on: September 17th, 2011 at 1:01PM

    Sometimes I feel like the weather has an impact on how I feel, and it is very annoying. It is a little bit cloudy and I feel a little bit sad. I hate it. The weather doesn't seem to affect me when it is raining though. strangeMy mood: very confused… [more]


  • Mary&Max

    Posted on: May 27th, 2011 at 8:41PM

    “God gave us our relatives; thank God we can choose our friends”--Ethel Watts MumfordSadly, that also means that we have to find our friends too. I thought I found them in the past, but I was wrong. We grew apart too fast for me to feel comfortable to say that they were my friends. I hope that in my future I can find at least one true friend that I never doubt. That be great. Everyone should have the satisfaction of at least one true friend.My mood: very lonely… [more]