Post
Message
Report
Female , 13-15

im just a girl who wants to be loved and wants tht person to work for me and me to work for them and not just have eachother handed to eachother...but alas there is no man out there like that...and if there is my life has obstructed them from my view

Last Seen Jan 27, 2013
Member Since Oct 24, 2012
Favorite Quote
Heritage
Vices
Politics
Horoscope
Special day
Books
Music
Movies
Local Time August 27th, 10:03 PM

I Love To Express My Feeling With Poetry

Forever Is Hell You say to me Forever, But hell is forever too. Hands holding, Hearts breaking. I can hear Satan screaming. Lucifer, once a hand of God. You see... [more]
  • I Love Music

    Discovering Music When i was 11, i exprienced a large loss. I lost all my friends because they "changed". I had found a website that helped with that loss where i met people who could care about me and my well being no… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Treatment....
    2 days ago i was sent to the crisis center....i spent tht night in the hospital because they were scared id kill myseelf tht night if i hadnt been surrounded by security....The past 2 days have been terrible.....waiting and waiting to be called to be sent away from my friends.....from the boy i love..I know it will be good for me..but im so scared it wont be...or that i wont get better. Or that being able to cope and be better isnt going to be good enough and ill just slip back in and it might be worse. I just want them to call and get this over with :/… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    No love
    Its official nobody loves me..anybody who ever has was just using me for you and im fed up. You think im better then you? then why am i constantly hurting because the people i thought loved me really wanted you? Why would anybody love me anyways..im hopeless… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Cutting
    I'm gonna cut because i cant take it anymore. Any objections?… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Jelousy
    i get jelous so easily. I hate it. Ill be on the phone with my boy friend jeremiah and he will talk about another girl even if its for a split second anger and jelousy boils through me. I have no right to because i do the same thing to him sometimes.i just miss him so much i havent seen him in over 2 weeks and its tearing me apart. Litterly too my arms are full of new cuts and new scars. I hate that i become so dependent on a boy. But i cant help myself. I dont know what im supposed to do. If there is anything..i might as well just die..… [more]
  • Locked Away

    Posted on: January 4th, 2013 at 2:44PM

    12.12.12 and i was locked away.It was a place id like to stay.2013, will you be alright?Jeremiah filling my life with light.I think i'll stop cutting today.… [more]

    Flag