Male , 22-25

I'm a reader, writer and a dreamer. I live for books and the written word. I love music and I'd have my own personal soundtrack to fill every second of the day if I could.

Last Seen Mar 22, 2013
Member Since Jun 05, 2010
Favorite Quote 'If I went away for a while would you wait for me?'-Trent
  • a little Native American (Choctaw)
  • and a little French
  • and a little Irish
  • and a little American
Vices Books and music. Salads and peanut butter and jelly sandwiches.
Horoscope Cancer
Special day 7-19
Books That's like asking me to pick out my favorite snowflake
Music All kinds.
Movies A favorite raindrop?
Local Time July 2nd, 12:33 AM

I Loved Someone That Didn't Love Me

Cupid Must Have Missed I'm going to start this off with saying, even young people can fall into true love. When I was 14 I met a boy, for the sake of secrecy let us call him..Julius. Julius was 3 years younger than I... [more]
BillyCistra has shared 3 Mature Experiences
  • I Miss My First Love

    It Seems Like Forever Ago... I look back now, with all my wisdom, and think about what I would have changed or done, if I had only known. Meeting him was as natural as anything else. I can still close my eyes and see his perfect,… [more]
  • I Am Sensitive to Music

    Goosebumps I think everyone is sensitive to music, but only few people can actually FEEL the music. I drive down the road and I hear the first few bars of a song play and, if it hits me, goosebumps flare up all … [more]
  • I Remember My First Love

    Rumbles Of Love As I write this thunder rumbles over my head and rain is starting to fall. Fitting for this story I should think. It began with a boy, a dog and a ball. When I was about 5 years old me and my s… [more]
  • I Fell For This Guy Who Totally Stole My Heart

    Fell Far And Hard I started falling the moment I saw him. The way he walked, the way he moved, the gentle grace of every line in his body. I don't think there has ever been someone quite so...awe inspiring with his pur… [more]
  • Thinking on Forever

    Posted on: July 2nd, 2011 at 3:42AM

    Once upon a time a boy promised me forever. His promise didn't last but we were young anyways. Then, in an almost dreamlike haze, a young man promised me excitement. He delivered on his promise but his whispers of foever didn't last. With a guarded heart I waded through others who tried to promise me things. I learned not to make promises, ever. I learned to say 'I'll try' or 'I'll do my best' and they learned to live with it. Then came a young man who blew me away. Just being around him made me relax. The pain in my heart eased and time slowed down. Everytime I looked in his eyes I saw unexplored depths and someone who truly understood me like no one else.Love has always come easy to me, I … [more]


  • Still Waters Run Deep

    Posted on: June 30th, 2011 at 1:54PM

    If you read my stories and my updates, you'll know that at the moment I'm struggling with heartbreak. A few weeks ago I came to stay with a good friend of mine. As she's gone a lot I've had a lot of alone time and time to reflect on myself. Now, I love to watch movies and play online at the same time so it's not uncommon for me to have the tv on while i play on my laptop. The other day I was piddling around on facebook when a song started playing on whatever random movie I was watching. As soon as the first bar hit my ears, I broke out in goosebumps and as soon as I heard the voice singing, I found it hard to breathe.To fully understand why this happened I'll have to take you back, back to n… [more]


  • My first blog...woop-dee-doo!

    Posted on: June 8th, 2010 at 11:08PM

    The meaning of life isn't going to be found in a cracker box. True love won't be found in the meat section of your local supermarket and the cure for cancer isn't going to be made while you sit on your *** and do nothing. Harsh truths? No. Simple truths. I'm not loved by all but I'm liked by most. I'm not beautiful or handsome, I'm barely cute on a good day. I have my bad days and I have my really good ones. I have ups and downs just like you. The point I'm trying to make is that I'm human just like you so stop putting your stupid standards so damned high. It's like people want you to fail so they can laugh at you and trample you when you're face down in the mud. Yeah everyone loves you whe… [more]