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Member Since Dec 24, 2010
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I Have Panic Disorder

Everything Is A Threat. I recently just found out that i have panic disorder, it all started when i had a bad experience in january with my friends, they decided to go buy some pot and we smoked it... after about 10 minutes... [more]
BirdsandtheBees has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • Love Confessions

    ...hmm
    Ive come to a realization that I'm getting pretty good with accepting me for who I am:) And i love it<3… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    :) Im wonderful
    This bloggin has helpped me release all of my tensions, I feel more open and clear of all bad thoughts and emotions! this is absolutely a great way to let of steam from everyday life, and take steps forward into enjoying it:)… [more]
  • A letter to my next love

    Posted on: January 12th, 2011 at 3:43PM

    If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you’re falling in love with…. You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. The way I over think and analyze words, how my mind is always a mess, how sometimes I’m really boring, and how I feel alone all the time. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my slightly vulgar opinions on certain issues, my tendency to be a bit too clingy. You’ll fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I long for belonging. My doubts and negative attitude toward… [more]

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  • TBH

    Posted on: January 15th, 2011 at 2:38AM

    To Be Honest: Youre fake To Be Honest: I bet you lied To Be Honest: You arent worth my time To Be Honest: You made a bad choice To Be Honest: I wish you knew how I felt To Be Honest: I hate how this makes me cry, and it shouldnt To Be Hoenst: I dont like you right now To Be Honest: I trusted you To Be Honest: Youre Uk-ing dumb To Be Honest: I hope youre happy To Be Honest: Your breath stinks sometimes To Be Honest: You were my bestfriend To Be Honest: Your game sucks To Be Honest: I cant believe i believed you To Be Honest: I can find better To Be Honest: Youre a hypocrite To Be Honest: You arent smooth To Be Honest: I dont want to end up hating you To Be Honest: I took a risk, and it blew u… [more]

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  • Not Good Enough

    Posted on: November 25th, 2012 at 1:43PM

    I honestly thought this time would be different. I thought maybe, just maybe, i could have a chance to be with you. But it was a horrible, make believe idea. Im no Cinderella, and youre deffinately no Prince Charming. In my mind i thought that it would be some magical fairy tale and you'd come sweeping me off my feet, i waited so long for you to give me the slightest piece of your mind, and still nothing. Well, I believe I have an answer.Here it is:ONE- Youre unsure of your own feelings. You dont want to be in a relationship because youre afraid I would be like everyone else youve been with, you dont know whether or not to just go with it or gaurd yourself from being hurt. I really dont thin… [more]

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  • My "To Do" list...

    Posted on: October 6th, 2012 at 8:27PM

    1. Invent something useful.2. Fall in love with a great guy, who will still love me when my vagina stops working.3. Fly a kite. (Actually get it off the ground)4. Sleep under the stars.5. Go to Waffle House at 4 O'Clock in the morning, drunk.6. Swim in the Pacific Ocean.7. Bake cookies with my "love."8. Learn to play guitar.9. Tell everyone how i honestly feel about them.10. Learn to ice fish with an Eskimo.11. Wake up an actually make my bed.12. Dance/Sing/Kiss in the rain. (Any of those!)13. Meet Fernando Torres (I have my reasons, lol.)14. Paint my nails yellow.15. Pay for a strangers dinner.16. Visit California.17. Have REAL italian ice from ITALY!18. Get a pet elephant and name him Clif… [more]

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