when she died in 2001 her death changed my life... after a year i realize i had became dangerously obsessed with her and decided to let it go..and i did...for years..but with the 10th year anniversary...
i hate being stereotyped.. i hate being at the bottom of the dating pool. i hate that my hair is nappy and doesn't grow as fast as other races. i feel like i was born in the wrong race...i hate that p… [more]
i hate that my majority of my hair has relied on how i look. i have the most kinkiest hair of all and it has ruined most of my life... as child i missed out on a lot of activities because it would eff… [more]
since the 25th of august i have been thinking about death alot... it went from acceptance to welcoming to complete fear.. it what i think about all day everyday..and i feel like at every moment i'm go… [more]
i don't know if its because i have low self esteem or i really am.. but i always feel awkward and unliked and strange.. like i'm some weird person.. and it fills my thoughts...i never feel normal arou… [more]