Female , 13-15

I'm me, and that's all I'm ever going to be. I love writing poetry and blogging, and my friends are some of the only reasons I'm still alive

Last Seen Jan 6
Member Since Aug 14, 2012
Favorite Quote
  • a little Chinese
Vices Popcorn, good music, being submissive, being depressed, self hatred
Horoscope Aries
Special day
Books Odd Thomas Series, Night Angel Trilogy, the Aspect Emperor Series
Music Tool, Evanescence, Smile Empty Soul, Emilie Autumn, Trapt, Skillet, Avenged Sevenfold, Evans Blue, Breaking Benjamin
Movies V For Vendetta, Phineas and Ferb: Across the Second Dimension
Local Time May 23rd, 2:56 AM

I Write Poetry

Monochrome Love There’s no color to your meeting There’s no fire in your eyes He smiles and nods to her Before pulling her close False one, why are you here? Don’t you see... [more]
  • I Remember My First Kiss

    He Grabbed Me.... I was insanely nervous. This was Easter Weekend, and at this stage I'd known Ted for quite a while--a couple months, maybe. Unfortunately, we had not had a single moment alone together in all that tim… [more]
  • I Hate Myself

    I'm Not Who You Think I'm not the beautiful, smart, wise girl you tell me. I'm not the girl who always does her homework. I'm not the girl who always dresses to please. I'm not the girl who smiles and laughs all the time. … [more]
  • I Wish You Could See Through My Eyes

    I'm No Angel For the longest time, you've told me To look through the dark agony And spot the gold in my eyes The truth behind the lies You told me I was an Angel When I think I'm des… [more]
  • I Am Looking to Make More Friends

    I Need A Friend Hey everyone, I'm looking for someone creative, crazy, and someone I can relate to xD I would consider myself to be an insanely good friend--I'm always up for a good chat ((well as long a… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Sometimes I Don't Want To Be Better....
    Sometimes….Sometimes I hate myself. Sometimes I lie awake at night whimpering, scared to death of people hearing because I’m scared to tell my weakness, show how much I’m hurting behind my diamond wall….Sometimes all I can do is put on Opheliac by Emilie Autumn and whisper along, trying to understand the roar of agony within me, breathe and try to live. Sometimes I wonder why I’m here….And do you know what I hate most about this? Sometimes these moments are the only ones that make me know I'm alive...… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    I'm NOTHING To You????
    I have known you for a month or two now, you d***** b@st@rd. Every last one of those many days you have hit on me. And of course I gave you what you want. Of course I traded to you my body in return for an escape for the loneliness. And I spent those months thinking I could call you my friend. But NOW you go and tell me that you've had an amazing beautiful girlfriend this entire time????? And she's also hotter than ME????What the heck is up with you? What am I, nothing but live p%%%??????????… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    I Gave Up On Her
    It was about a week ago. I'd just ended a massive relationship with a guy online that meant the entire world to me, and I was feeling psychotically lonely--okay, accent on the 'psychotic'. So I message a girl I've known for a long time, Steph. Steph and I had done the whole long distance relationship thing, but we weren't really meant to be, so I was comfortable enough talking to he about my love life that is no more.But....Then she got depressed. One of her friends had suicided.And I feel so bad for this but I couldn't bring myself to care. I had helped this girl for months. Been with her for months. Talked her out of suicide more times than I can count.And she was going to attempt suicide-… [more]