Bonocular 56-60, M
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I Don’t Believe I’m Posting This! Omg!!!My earliest memory makes no sense to me. It is a dream or an object. Actually, its more of an atmosphere. it’s a soft pressure “Money bags falling o… [more]
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Introduction And StuffI generally shy away from "survivor" groups. I don't want to give the impression I lick those wounds every day. It shouldn't matter what "others" think, I know, simply because that kind of th… [more]
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I Couldn't Help Myself!I just had to post something because of my icon. … [more]
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Winning Or Loosing The Debate.It's pretty sad. In order to write another experience, I need to go through all the others so I don't repeat myself. I've noticed, that particular issue is very important to me. I don't want to convey… [more]
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A dangerious activityI have been looking through the photos of women in my area at a couple of "Meet a lady friend" web sites. I have no intention of contacting any of them but I get a weird voyeuristic thrill by doing it! On a couple, I have my picture (nothing weird just a head shot) to see if anybody would want to meet me. In the profile there, I've said I was just looking for an ego boost. I didn't have any intention of going out with them. Its a stupid activity should my wife find out. I guess now, Im looking for some feedback keeping in mind some of my other experiences. (shaking head)...SOmetimes there is just no rational explanation for irrational behaviors. "Thats my story, and Im sticking to it!"… [more]
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Remember to BreatheThis is re-posted from another site where I had forgotten I had a blog.....(Go Figure!) What I feel All the good blogers know their subject, audience and self. A catchy style of writing helps as does a since of humor. At one time. I thought I was an optimistic type of person who had thoughts to share that was interesting and somewhat witty. Something happened unbeknownst to me that drained those qualities from my personality. I see myself now as a person whose mental sharpness is eroding if not all together dissipated along with any charisma I felt I had. I am reminded of my mental defecates (Freudian spelling slip) deficient when-ever anybody asks me for my phone number. I've had this one … [more]
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Oh how I wish I were Richard Cory
Alright. 2 out of 3 aint too bad. I lost out on sitting in the garage (Even though the floor never got done from my vacation monies). Make that 2 out of 4, or 1 out of 2. (1) -No garage (2)...No wireless headphones picking up randomly selected music from my I-tunes music library. (1)... Yea for being able to listen to the music in the computer room, and (2)..yea, being able to write this while listening to it, (3).. No for not being able to do it on the laptop using Microsoft Word in the garage while wirelessly listening to my music collection on the tower in the computer room and networking with the computer room which is where the internet connection touches base with me. (Was that 3… [more]
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Aborted Self examination
(Listening to Nowhere Man)...Was the Hillary Jermony Boob in Yellow Submarine? I just looked, and it was Jeremy Hilary boob I just realized I can''t write and listen to something at the same time. You know? Like, "Can't walk and chew gum at the same time". It all comes from having ADD and being lazy as a child! Kidding. Stepping from the shower this morning, Deep in thought, I heard this torrent of Banging coming from the roof. I actually ducked. It's time for our walnut tree to shed it's walnuts. It happens every year but they come down with such force that last night, they were rattling the bulbs in the kitchen! I going to have to go out and rake them up because they make yellow spot… [more]
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A Procrastinator Is Born!
It's peculiar how on one day, I know the world does not revolve around me," It is not all about me", to believing the majority of behaviors exhibited by anybody I might come in contact with has to do with me. I've always joked I was paranoid, then argued that even though I might be doesn't prove "they" aren't. Being aware of the absurdity mandated I need not take myself so seriously. Behaviors, much like ideas, evolve. This particular one evolved into me believing my opinions and input into most any social situation, was immaterial. Did I say evolve? It's more like mutated. Isn't it? Trying to get a handle on this bad habit and transforming it into something positive isn't as easy as it s… [more]
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