britishbear 18-21, F

Ok, so when I was 14 (back in 2006-2007), I decided that I wanted to move to Hawaii to live with my mom.  I started y high school career there at Pearl City High School.  I was such a misfit: my voice was very Southern (as I was born in Alabama and raised there) and I was pale.  A lot of people in Hawaii are tan and have a "pidgin-English" accent.  Well, anyway, I somehow did fit in as far as my looks are concerned.  The majority of people are either asian or mixed asian.  As I was still in the stages of puberty, I was a very mouthy person.  I had the hardest time getting along with my mom and step dad.  There were constant fights, constant yelling, and I really regret for acting the way I d… [more]

Ok so I am half Korean half Caucasian.  In my eyes, I look more Korean.  But anyway, my parents met in Hawaii and then moved to Alabama and had me.  My dad is from Alabama.  My mom is from  Korea.  Well when I was born I looked very Caucasian, but as I got older, I began to look more Korean.  It felt so weird being with my dad and his side of the family.  Not that I am embarrassed or detest my white side, it's just I don't feel like I belong.  In my mind, I'm thinking, "Goodness who are all these white people? I'm family with them?"  And when I eat dinner or go to Walmart or something, just me and my dad, people always give us weird looks.  Even my dad said that people make him feel as if he… [more]