Female , 18-21

I'm just a girl, confused like the rest, with low self esteem, and memories that break me.

Last Seen Apr 20, 2012
Member Since Nov 04, 2010
Favorite Quote Me without you is like a shoe without laces, a geek without braces, and ASentenceWithoutSpaces
  • a little Italian (Sicilian)
  • and a little Swedish
Horoscope Aquarius
Special day 5-11
Books Helter Skelter, Mothers Day, It, Unfinished Murder, Misery, Crank, Glass, Burned, Impulse, Identical,
Music Calling you-Blue October!!!
Movies The Notebook, Titanic, Dear John
Local Time January 30th, 4:05 AM

I Want to Make New Friends

Need A Friend All my old friends either got me in trouble, or were just too immature for me. So I'm officially friendless. I just want people to talk to. [more]
  • I Am Bi

    Scared No one knows that I am. I am with an amazing guy, but I tend to go more towards girls. I mean, I've done things with a few of my friends...But they thought it was just messing around. That it didn't m… [more]
  • I Am In Love

    Butterflies This boy is everything I've always wanted. He takes care of me when I'm sick, he tells me I'm beautiful every day. I love him so very much. I couldn't even imagine my life without him. This is… [more]
  • I Battle Depression and Anxiety

    List The reasons I get anxiety: My dad abused my mother, molested me&my sisters, then abandoned me when i was 4. He came into my life again when I was 14, then told me he was glad my Step-dad(he wa… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    This isn't really a confession. I just wanted to say, It's a beautiful morning. The skies are cloudy, there is snow on the ground, frost on the trees, and the wind is slightly blowing. I get to spend the day with my amazing boyfriend, and my loving mother(: Right now, I feel perfect.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I just want to be loved... :/ By someone who won't hurt me. By someone who cares. … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Oh how I enjoy being called ugly. Really makes my day. (complete sarcasm) I really wish people would start seeing me for who I am. Not for my face. Yeah, I may not be pretty, but I believe everyone is beautiful on the inside. And being called ugly honestly hurts. I've dealt with it for 17 years, and it hasn't gotten any easier to deal with. Someone see me for whats inside please! I'm a nice girl. I love helping others. I don't try and hurt anyone, ever. Being called ugly is one of the most painful things. It hurts all the way inside, and you never forget it. At least not me. Every persons voice rings throughout my head. … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    After being together for 10 months, we are actually going on a real date :D I look hotttt (:… [more]
  • Fights

    Posted on: February 14th, 2012 at 9:22PM

    I hate fighting with you every day. I'm so happy when we are happy. I know half the fights are my fault. Probably over half. But because of the past, I tend to be on edge. I am rude to you because you hit me. I know its all in the past, and I need to stop. I need to learn to be a good girlfriend. I'm sorry for all I have done wrong. I'm sorry for all the pain I've put you through. As of today, I promise to not let the little things get to me, and I promise to always be there for you when you need me. I'm sorry I've been a *****. i'm sorry I've done wrong to you. I love you baby. I always will. I'll make you happy again<3… [more]