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Epic. 80s. Vintage. Black and White. Marvel. Anime. RP. Photography. Architecture. French. Traveling. xBox. Tattoos. 90s child. Bare feet. Stars. Giraffes. Pullip dolls. Art. Music. Laughing. My Mate. Ping Pong. Reading. Peanut Butter. White Tigers. Engineering. English. Beaches. Writing. Smiles. Plays. Manga. Train sets. Biting. Converse. Outdoors. Concerts. White roses.

Last Seen Jul 27, 2012
Member Since May 31, 2012
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Local Time December 25th, 2:23 PM

I Feel Alone Even When I'm Not

Alone She fell silent among the small crowd, a fake smile plastered across her face. The group's laughing and dry humor soon became a hollow whisper in her mind. Her consciousness wondered somewhere else. A... [more]
  • I Am In the Process of Writing a Book

    Just A Little Something My friend and I are working on a book together.. This is just a little something from it.Save me, save me! Tate blinked a few times and stepped away from the window. He ran his… [more]
  • And She Lives

    Posted on: June 23rd, 2012 at 8:15PM

    I'd like not be be cliche, but sometimes, I have to realize that things are cliche for a reason: they're true. You know that wonderful feeling you get inside when you just found out that you get to see them again? Well, I had that today. I loved it. The sensation was like butterflies soaring through my entire body.You know that pure happiness you get when they you finally do see them and you can't help but jump into their arms? I know I'm gunna feel that tomorrow. You know that exhilarating sensation you get when you're laying under the stars together and they say, "I love you.."? I do. I love it more than anything. And it's all thanks to him. Forever and Always  To Infinity and Beyond… [more]

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  • Something You Just Can't Kill

    Posted on: June 2nd, 2012 at 8:38PM

    That hate inside.It just wont die, will it?Once it shows up, it never goes away.I feel that hate. I know that hate. I want it gone. I try so hard. I feel so dead sometimes. You could call it depression, I guess I could too, but I wont. I wont because I don't feel sad, I feel anger-hate-loathe.Why?Because I deserve it. I am worthless to myself. I'm nothing more than a body to walk around mindlessly and make others happy. Because every time I try to make things better, they only turn out worse. Because when I say I hurt, people try to make it better by saying they are there. But they can't turn back time. They can't fix my mistakes. Because I feel dumb. I feel useless. I feel helpless.I'm sorr… [more]

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  • Regret

    Posted on: June 2nd, 2012 at 8:44PM

    Somethings you want to regret.Somethings you wish you would regret, but you don't.Something you just leave behind and never think about again.And somethings...Somethings you just completely regret.I feel like I should regret some of the things I've done. Although, I feel as though I shouldn't. Why? Merely because I like where I am. Lets say I do regret. What is the point? There is none. You can't go back. There is no point. It is just wasted negative feeling. So, I don't regret what I've done. No, I'm not proud of some of the things I've done...But regret will get me no where. If there is one thing I've learned;It is to never regret, but to always learn from your mistakes.… [more]

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  • Being Caught in the Middle

    Posted on: July 13th, 2012 at 12:22PM

    I find myself caught in the middle of everything. In the middle of fights, arguments, etc. Now I have found myself in this odd web of friends...They aren't how they used to be. I have to be careful what I say around some friends about other friends. I have to make sure I see then all equally, or else some will get jealous. I have to pretend the broken circle of friends doesn't bother me. Of course, it does. It really does. I miss my old group; the crazily insane group of people that could get anyone's attention in a heartbeat. We still do that, just not with everyone. I have to switch out who I see due to disagreements.I know that in a year or two I wont know all of these people..but I'd sur… [more]

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