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I Have So Much To Get Over I Just Dont Know How

How Do I Accept Happiness since i was a baby there hasbeen abuse upon abuse that i have witnessed. my father badly abused my mother, brothers and mentally torchured my sister and i aswell. my sister has beat me up two times... [more]
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    Scared And Untrusting making friends with someone who can understand me totally and except my bi polar is very difficult. alsocoming out about being gay has thrown me for a six. i find myself thinking all girls are gay lol… [more]
  • I Am Broken And Trying To Pick Up The Pieces

    Broken Then Fixed Then Broken Now Trying To Be Happy all my life i have been pushed aside or the exstrem opposite used as a party trick, if that even makes sense but to put it plainly used and abused. mostly by family but also by friends. now i am with … [more]
  • I Am a Person Who Thinks Way to Much

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  • I Have So Much To Get Over I Just Dont Know How

    Too Much Baggage. you know i think that when we have been through so much we dont know how to get over it and hold on to all the baggage and it effects our lives. i have been through so much so i went to a councellor … [more]
  • Love Confessions

    the one that got away
    more than 8 years ago i fell inlove with my first female love. bad things happened and we did not blossom into what i thought would be an amazing thing. i have now been with my current girlfriend for six years and i still find myself thinking of my ex. not during intimate moments cause to me that would be cheating but if i hear a song i find myself thinking of her and what it would be like now if all the bad stuff that got in the way didnt happen.. i miss her friendship and because the relationship i am in now just seems to be argument after argument i just miss her more.i would never cheat on my girlfriend but i do find that giving up sometimes would be better and try find my ex and see wh… [more]